The Lovers’ Chronicle 6 August – with you – birth of Barbara Strozzi – Burns’ Penance – verse by Lord Tennyson – art by Andy Warhol

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag.  Are you a shadow of your own self?  Do you own your own self?  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

for you, a full woman
who inspires this verse
wrote everyday
poems, stories, songs
tryin’ to right myself
took a long time
but i finally did
and i came to realize
what was missin’
and then there you were
when i least expected
so i set aside solitude
to take my place

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oh, there is a method
and it is not madness
i believe
there is no higher purpose,
none more deservin’
in the curves, the eyes
the smile, from within
the somethin’ that cannot
be found anywhere else
it is my “raison”
and nothin’ else
it fulfills every need,
there are no other

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“My legs are sore
from my workout.
It will be a miracle
if I can walk tomorrow!”

no, the miracle will occur
when we are together again…

……………………………………….

hot in the sun
cooler in the shade
windy of course
windmill squeaks
as it pumps
nothin’ to do
but wait
and write

boot hills clunkin’
on the wooden floor
are you comin’
tell me where
you want to go
together
it shall be so

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“Well, I do not like rules,
but if we are going to do this
there has to be one rule.”
ok
“We never say I love you.”

and then, you were here
you talked on and on
about where you had been,
what you had done,
what you had read
i sat listenin’, absorbin’

you pause suddenly
“Here I am going on and on
and you’ve hardly said a word!”
i did not want to spoil it

we walk down to Galatoire’s
we fill ourselves on wine,
Oysters en Brochette,
Duck and Andouille Gumbo,
Shrimp Etouffee,
and Bread Pudding

we walk back to our room
and make love and talk
until first light
we watch the sunrise
spent of every need

with you
there was never
another way to be

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For ambiance purposes; while I am writin’ this (6 August 2016) we have thunderstorms here, so imagine thunder rumblin’ and rain and hail comin’ down.  This next poem was inspired by the fine singer and songwriter, Terri Hendrix.   I highly recommend any and all of her CD’s.  I was readin’ one of her tweets on Twitter (@terrihendrix) when the idea for this poem came to me.  In addition to writin’ and performin’, Hendrix conducts songwritin’ workshops and has established a nonprofit community arts center in San Marcos, Texas, OYOU (“Own Your Own Universe“).  OYOU offers educational and therapeutic arts programs for everyone including those who face neurological challenges or physical disabilities.  The name came from a line in her song “Wallet”.  I actually had the privilege of meetin’ her about half a lifetime ago.  So I took all of that and put it in a saddle bag, shook it up, and out came this poem.

First, you gotta know yourself, then you gotta accept yourself, then you gotta……

Own Your Own Self

Knew you back when:

We met in San Marcos
We had breakfast
once on the square

You, a full woman who
wrote some fine songs

Me, full of pretendin’
Tryin’ to right myself

From time to time
I’d see you at Gruene Hall
We’d drink a cold beer and
we’d talk and I’d wonder
about what if
But I was too busy
waltzin’ and romancin’,
it turns out, the wrong girl

I knew somethin’
was missin’ in my life
But I did not know what
I tried to write some songs
But while the words would come
the melodies would not
There was something missin’
Something just not quite right

One day, of a sudden,
it all finally changed
I discovered I was
forcin’ my words,
forcin’ myself,
to be something
they could not be,
that I could never be

So I did what
had to be done;
I packed my gear
and my fears and
I walked away
from the wrong girl,
from everything,
and moved out West

Surrounded by
big skies and solitude,
all day long, I read and I wrote
and I wrote and I read
I kept comin’ back to
one thing you used to say;
‘No matter what,
own your own self’

Well, first I had
to know myself
And in time I came to
In the cool, star strewn nights
Then I had to learn to accept
myself and all my faults
And in time I did, here
in the clear mountain air

So, I own my own self,
now after all these many years
and all these many miles
I’m still out West
Where I belong
I miss the high Hill Country rain,
the barbeque, the live music,
and two-steppin’ in Gruene

But I am still dancin’
It’s just that now
I dance with my
words and regrets
I just hope that
remains enough
How else, in the long run,
does a poet’s heart break

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The Song of the Day is “Lluvia de Estrellas” by Terri Hendrix.  We do not own the rights to this song.  All rights reserved by the rightful owner.  No copyright infringement intended.

Gambenspielerin (The Viola da Gamba Player), c. 1630–1640, (Gemäldegalerie, Dresden) by Bernardo Strozzi, believed to be of Barbara Strozzi. It is unclear whether the painter is immediately related to the Strozzi family.

Today is the birthday of Barbara Strozzi (also called Barbara Valle; baptised 6 August 1619; Venice – 11 November 1677 Padua); singer and composer. Her Baroque compositions were published in her lifetime.

It is conceivable that Strozzi may have been a courtesan, although she may have merely been the target of jealous slander by her male contemporaries. She appears to have led a quiet, if not slightly unusual life; there is evidence that at least three of her four children were fathered by the same man, Giovanni Paolo Vidman (also spelled Widmann). He was a patron of the arts and supporter of early opera. After Vidman’s death it is likely that Strozzi supported herself by means of her investments and by her compositions.

Strozzi died in Padua in 1677 aged 58. She is believed to have been buried at Eremitani. When she died without leaving a will, her son Giulio Pietro claimed her inheritance in full.

Robert_Burns_and_Jean_ArmourOn this day in 1786, Scotland’s beloved poet and bard Robert Burns, perhaps best remembered for romantic classics like “Auld Lang Syne” and “A Red, Red Rose,” stood before his church a third and final time as public penance for “antenuptial fornication” with Jean Armour.

Pregnant with fraternal twins she would name after herself and Robert, Armour had been moved to stay with relatives in another town when her parents learned of her condition.  Her father, hoping there was still time to snag a suitor with better prospects than the penniless Burns, destroyed a document the poet had given Armour promising marriage.  But it was all for naught when the local church caught wind of the scandal.  Armour officially acknowledged her pregnancy and named Burns as the father.

Burns declared all this a “desertion” on her part, and stood before the church the required three times to receive a certificate declaring him a single man.  Burns may have had motives beyond feeling jilted; letters he sent friends that summer suggested he had already found a new paramour and may have impregnated her too.  And, there was at least one other illegitimate child to provide for: “Dear bought Bess,” as Burns called her, a daughter born to a servant girl shortly before he had taken up with Armour.  When the publication of his first book seemed likely, Burns, fearing the Armours would make a claim on his future earnings, turned his estate over to his brother to ensure Bess would be taken care of.

Burns left for Edinburgh and found success – with both poetry and women – in the months that followed the birth of the twins.  He returned to town less than a year from the day he had been declared a single man, and Armour’s parents, impressed by his new wealth, received him with open arms.  So did their daughter Jean, and she became pregnant with a second set of twins.

By and by; despite claims that he would never again extend her the offer, despite calling her “ungrateful” and “foolish,” despite comparing her to a “farthing taper” next to the “meridian sun” of another woman he was busy wooing – Burns married Armour.  She bore his philandering with patience and apparent good cheer, just as she continued to bear him children – the ninth was born on the day of Robert Burns’ funeral in 1796.  “Our Robbie should have had twa [two] wives,” she is said to have exclaimed upon taking in one of his illegitimate daughters to raise.

For all his affairs, Burns was also dealt with rather leniently by the church, which had the custom of making men in his circumstances sit on a “creepie-chair,” or a low stool reserved for public humiliation.  When Burns reported for penance on this day 225 years ago, he was allowed to stand in his usual pew.

The Right Honourable
The Lord Tennyson
FRS
Alfred Lord Tennyson 1869.jpg

1869 Carbon print by Julia Margaret Cameron

Today is the birthday of Alfred Tennyson, 1st Baron Tennyson, FRS (Somersby, Lincolnshire 6 August 1809 – 6 October 1892 Lurgashall, Sussex); Poet Laureate of Great Britain and Ireland during much of Queen Victoria’s reign and one of the most popular British poets.  Tennyson excelled at penning short lyrics, such as “Break, Break, Break”, “The Charge of the Light Brigade”, “Tears, Idle Tears”, and “Crossing the Bar”.  Much of his verse was based on classical mythological themes, such as Ulysses.  In Memoriam A.H.H. was written to commemorate his friend Arthur Hallam, a fellow poet and student at Trinity College, Cambridge, after he died of a stroke at the age of 22.  Tennyson also wrote some notable blank verse including Idylls of the King, “Ulysses”, and “Tithonus”.  A number of phrases from Tennyson’s work have become common phrases in the English language, including; “Nature, red in tooth and claw” (In Memoriam A.H.H.), “‘Tis better to have loved and lost / Than never to have loved at all”, “Theirs not to reason why, / Theirs but to do and die”, “My strength is as the strength of ten, / Because my heart is pure”, “To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield”, “Knowledge comes, but Wisdom lingers”, and “The old order changeth, yielding place to new”.

Verse

  • Of love that never found his earthly close,
    What sequel?
    Streaming eyes and breaking hearts?
    Or all the same as if he had not been?
    Not so. Shall Error in the round of time
    Still father Truth? O shall the braggart shout
    For some blind glimpse of freedom work itself
    Thro’ madness, hated by the wise, to law
    System and empire? Sin itself be found
    The cloudy porch oft opening on the Sun?
    And only he, this wonder, dead, become
    Mere highway dust? or year by year alone
    Sit brooding in the ruins of a life,
    Nightmare of youth, the spectre of himself!
    If this were thus, if this, indeed, were all,
    Better the narrow brain, the stony heart,
    The staring eye glazed o’er with sapless days,
    The long mechanic pacings to and fro,
    The set gray life, and apathetic end.
    But am I not the nobler thro’ thy love?
    O three times less unworthy! likewise thou
    Art more thro’ Love, and greater than thy years.

    • “Love and Duty”, l. 1- 21 (1842).
  • The slow sweet hours that bring us all things good,
    The slow sad hours that bring us all things ill,
    And all good things from evil, brought the night
    In which we sat together and alone,
    And to the want, that hollow’d all the heart,
    Gave utterance by the yearning of an eye,
    That burn’d upon its object thro’ such tears
    As flow but once a life. The trance gave way
    To those caresses, when a hundred times
    In that last kiss, which never was the last,
    Farewell, like endless welcome, lived and died.

    • “Love and Duty” l. 57 – 67 (1842).
  • Love lieth deep; Love dwells not in lip-depths.
    • The Lover’s Tale (1879), line 466.
  • Where love could walk with banish’d Hope no more.
    • The Lover’s Tale (1879), line 813.
  • Love’s arms were wreathed about the neck of Hope,
    And Hope kiss’d Love, and Love drew in her breath
    In that close kiss and drank her whisper’d tales.
    They said that Love would die when Hope was gone.
    And Love mourn’d long, and sorrow’d after Hope;
    At last she sought out Memory, and they trod
    The same old paths where Love had walked with Hope,
    And Memory fed the soul of Love with tears.

    • The Lover’s Tale (1879), line 815.

The Poet (1830)

  • The poet in a golden clime was born,
    With golden stars above;
    Dower’d with the hate of hate, the scorn of scorn,
    The love of love.

    He saw thro’ life and death, thro’ good and ill,
    He saw thro’ his own soul.
    The marvel of the everlasting will,
    An open scroll,
    Before him lay; with echoing feet he threaded
    The secretest walks of fame:
    The viewless arrows of his thoughts were headed
    And wing’d with flame,
    Like Indian reeds blown from his silver tongue…
  • So many minds did gird their orbs with beams,
    Tho’ one did fling the fire;
    Heaven flow’d upon the soul in many dreams
    Of high desire.
  • Thus truth was multiplied on truth, the world
    Like one great garden show’d,
    And thro’ the wreaths of floating dark up-curl’d,
    Rare sunrise flow’d.
  • And Freedom rear’d in that august sunrise
    Her beautiful bold brow,
    When rites and forms before his burning eyes
    Melted like snow.
  • There was no blood upon her maiden robes
    Sunn’d by those orient skies;
    But round about the circles of the globes
    Of her keen
    And in her raiment’s hem was traced in flame
    WISDOM, a name to shake
    All evil dreams of power — a sacred name.

    And when she spake,
    Her words did gather thunder as they ran,
    And as the lightning to the thunder
    Which follows it, riving the spirit of man,
    Making earth wonder,
    So was their meaning to her words. No sword
    Of wrath her right arm whirl’d,
    But one poor poet’s scroll, and with his word
    She shook the world.

And today is the birthday Andy Warhol (Andrew Warhola Jr.; Pittsburgh; August 6, 1928 – February 22, 1987 Manhattan); visual artist, film director, producer, and leading figure in the pop art movement. His works explore the relationship between artistic expression, advertising, and celebrity culture that flourished by the 1960s, and span a variety of media, including painting, silkscreening, photography, film, and sculpture. Some of his best-known works include the silkscreen paintings Campbell’s Soup Cans (1962) and Marilyn Diptych (1962), the experimental films Empire (1964) and Chelsea Girls (1966), and the multimedia events known as the Exploding Plastic Inevitable (1966–67).

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 5 August – waitin’ – art by Ilya Repin & Tom Thomson – birth of Guy de Maupassant – verse by Conrad Aiken

Dear Zazie,  Here is Mac Tag‘s Lovers’ Chronicle to his muse.  Follow us on twitter @cowboycoleridge.  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

where are you
“I am near.”
i have to talk to you
i offer my hand
and feel yours
closin’ on mine
the touch comes
with emotions
long thought gone,
and a return of hope
there is a song
in your arms
a rebirth of feelin’s,
much needed
inspiration
come, i will show you

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you keep askin’ why
i say how can i not

the fact that you
keep askin’
says it all

and i know
what i wrote
about deserves

but if anyone
has ever deserved
it is you

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you wrote that you played
through your mind,
time and again,
walkin’ in

you wonder
would it be
a beginnin’
or an end

listen, look at me
because i know
it will be the beginnin’
it will drive us
and define us
it will be there
from that day
till the last

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stretched, all dressed
on our bed, lost in reverie

where are you
“I am near.”
i have to talk to you

i offer my hand
and feel yours
closin’ on mine
but the touch
comes with the emotions
of separation and goodbye,
without hope of return

there is no song
in someone else’s arms
dyin’ emotions
caught, in all neglect

dreams, as needed
intervene, two of ’em…

we meet somewhere in town
you give me somethin’ i lost

in the second,
we are ahorseback
ridin’, of a night
through a mountain pass
you ride past me
without sayin’ anything
but i know, wherever i stop
you will be there, waitin’ for me

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Today is the birthday of Ilya Repin (Ilya Yefimovich RepinChuguyev, Russian Empire (now Ukraine); 5 August [O.S. 24 July] 1844 – 29 September 1930 Kuokkala, Viipuri Province, Finland); realist painter.  Perhaps the most renowned Russian artist of the 19th century.  He played a major role in bringing Russian art into the mainstream of European culture.  His works include Barge Haulers on the Volga (1873), Religious Procession in Kursk Province (1883) and Reply of the Zaporozhian Cossacks (1880–91).

Gallery 

Self-portrait, 1878 (State Russian Museum, St. Petersburg).

Self-portrait, 1878
(State Russian Museum, St. Petersburg)

Barge Haulers on the Volga (1870–73)

 

Religious Procession in Kursk Province (1880–83)

1870s–1880s 

Ivan the Terrible and His Son Ivan (1885)

 

Self-portrait (1887)

 

Reply of the Zaporozhian Cossacks (1891)

 

Self-portrait with Natalia Nordman (1903)

 

17 October 1905 (1906–1911)

 

Photograph by Rentz and Schrader, 1900
Guy de Maupassant
Guy de Maupassant fotograferad av Félix Nadar 1888.jpg

Today is the birthday of Guy de Maupassant (Henri René Albert Guy de MaupassantTourville-sur-Arques; 5 August 1850 – 6 July 1893 Passy, Paris); writer, remembered as a master of the short story form, and as a representative of the naturalist school of writers, who depicted human lives and destinies and social forces in disillusioned and often pessimistic terms.  Maupassant was a protégé of Flaubert and his stories are characterized by economy of style and efficient, effortless dénouements.  Many are set during the Franco-Prussian War of the 1870s, describing the futility of war and the innocent civilians who, caught up in events beyond their control, are permanently changed by their experiences.  He wrote some 300 short stories, six novels, three travel books, and one volume of verse.  His first published story, “Boule de Suif” (“Ball of Fat”, 1880), is often considered his masterpiece.

Le cœur a des mystères qu’aucun raisonnement ne pénètre.

La vie, voyez-vous, ça n’est jamais si bon ni si mauvais qu’on croit.

 

Today is the birthday of Thomas John “Tom” Thomson (Claremont, Ontario; August 5, 1877 – July 8, 1917 Canoe Lake, Algonquin Park, Ontario); artist.  He directly influenced a group of Canadian painters that would come to be known as the Group of Seven, and though he died before they formally formed, he is sometimes incorrectly credited as being a member of the group itself.  Thomson died under mysterious circumstances on Canoe Lake in Algonquin Park.

Gallery

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Thomson fishing in Algonquin Park

 

Conrad Aiken
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Today is the birthday of Conrad Aiken (Conrad Potter Aiken; Savannah, Georgia; August 5, 1889 – August 17, 1973 Savannah); writer, whose work includes poetry, short stories, novels, a play, and an autobiography.

He was married three times: first to Jessie McDonald (1912–1929); second to Clarissa Lorenz (1930) (author of a biography, Lorelei Two); and third to Mary Hoover (1937).  Aiken’s tomb, located in Bonaventure Cemetery in Savannah, on the banks of the Wilmington River, was made famous by its mention in Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, the bestselling book by John Berendt.  According to local legend, Aiken wished to have his tombstone fashioned in the shape of a bench as an invitation to visitors to stop and enjoy a martini at his grave.  Its inscriptions read “Give my love to the world,” and “Cosmos Mariner—Destination Unknown.”

Verse

  • Walk with me world, upon my right hand walk,
    speak to me Babel, that I may strive to assemble
    of all these syllables a single word
    before the purpose of speech is gone.

    • “This image or another”
  • Separate we come, and separate we go, And this be it known, is all that we know.
    • Self written obituary in verse.

Discordants (1916)

Published in Turns and Movies and Other Tales in Verse (1916)
  • Music I heard with you was more than music,
    And bread I broke with you was more than bread;

    Now that I am without you, all is desolate;
    All that was once so beautiful is dead.

    • I, This section is also known as “Bread and Music”
  • My heart has become as hard as a city street,
    The horses trample upon it, it sings like iron,
    All day long and all night long they beat,
    They ring like the hooves of time.

    • II
  • My heart is torn with the sound of raucous voices,
    They shout from the slums, from the streets, from the crowded places,
    And tunes from the hurdy-gurdy that coldly rejoices
    Shoot arrows into my heart.

    • II
  • O sweet clean earth, from whom the green blade cometh!
    When we are dead, my best belovèd and I,
    Close well above us, that we may rest forever,
    Sending up grass and blossoms to the sky.

    • IV

All Lovely Things (1916)

  • All lovely things will have an ending,
    All lovely things will fade and die,
    And youth, that’s now so bravely spending,
    Will beg a penny by and by.
  • Come back, true love! Sweet youth, return!—
    But time goes on, and will, unheeding,
    Though hands will reach, and eyes will yearn,
    And the wild days set true hearts bleeding.

The House of Dust (1916 – 1917)

  • The wandering one, the inquisitive dreamer of dreams,
    The eternal asker of answers, stands in the street,
    And lifts his palms for the first cold ghost of rain.
  • ‘I will ask them all, I will ask them all their dreams,
    I will hold my light above them and seek their faces.
    I will hear them whisper, invisible in their veins . . .’
    The eternal asker of answers becomes as the darkness,
    Or as a wind blown over a myriad forest,
    Or as the numberless voices of long-drawn rains.
  • We flow, we descend, we turn . . . and the eternal dreamer
    Moves among us like light, like evening air . . .
  • Our hands are hot and raw with the stones we have laid,
    We have built a tower of stone high into the sky,
    We have built a city of towers.
  • What did we build it for? Was it all a dream? . . .
    Ghostly above us in lamplight the towers gleam . . .
    And after a while they will fall to dust and rain;
    Or else we will tear them down with impatient hands;
    And hew rock out of the earth, and build them again.
  • There, in the high bright window he dreams, and sees
    What we are blind to,—we who mass and crowd
    From wall to wall in the darkening of a cloud.
  • Before him, numberless lovers smiled and talked.
    And death was observed with sudden cries,
    And birth with laughter and pain.
    And the trees grew taller and blacker against the skies
    And night came down again.
  • From high black walls, gleaming vaguely with rain,
    Each yellow light looked down like a golden eye.
    They trembled from coign to coign, and tower to tower,
    Along high terraces quicker than dream they flew.
    And some of them steadily glowed, and some soon vanished,
    And some strange shadows threw.
  • From some, the light was scarcely more than a gloom:
    From some, a dazzling desire.
  • And there was one, beneath black eaves, who thought,
    Combing with lifted arms her golden hair,
    Of the lover who hurried towards her through the night;
    And there was one who dreamed of a sudden death
    As she blew out her light.
  • We were all born of flesh, in a flare of pain,
    We do not remember the red roots whence we rose,
    But we know that we rose and walked, that after a while
    We shall lie down again.
  • One of us sings in the street, and we listen to him;
    The words ring over us like vague bells of sorrow.
    He sings of a house he lived in long ago.
    It is strange; this house of dust was the house I lived in;
    The house you lived in, the house that all of us know.
  • And we recall, with a gleaming stab of sadness,
    Vaguely and incoherently, some dream
    Of a world we came from, a world of sun-blue hills . . .
    A black wood whispers around us, green eyes gleam;
    Someone cries in the forest, and someone kills.
  • And, growing tired, we turn aside at last,
    Remember our secret selves, seek out our towers,
    Lay weary hands on the banisters, and climb;
    Climbing, each, to his little four-square dream
    Of love or lust or beauty or death or crime.
  • Over the darkened city, the city of towers,
    The city of a thousand gates,
    Over the gleaming terraced roofs, the huddled towers,
    Over a somnolent whisper of loves and hates,
    The slow wind flows, drearily streams and falls,
    With a mournful sound down rain-dark walls.
  • A chorus of elfin voices blowing about me
    Weaves to a babel of sound. Each cries a secret.
    I run among them, reach out vain hands, and drown.
  • ‘I am the one who stood beside you and smiled,
    Thinking your face so strangely young . . . ‘
    ‘I am the one who loved you but did not dare.’
  • ‘I am the one you saw to-day, who fell
    Senseless before you, hearing a certain bell:
    A bell that broke great memories in my brain.’
    ‘I am the one who passed unnoticed before you,
    Invisible, in a cloud of secret pain.’
  • Weave, weave, weave, you streaks of rain!
    I am dissolved and woven again…
    Thousands of faces rise and vanish before me.
    Thousands of voices weave in the rain.
  • My veins are afire with music,
    Her eyes have kissed me, my body is turned to light;
    I shall dream to her secret heart tonight…
  • ‘I bound her to me in all soft ways,
    I bound her to me in a net of days,
    Yet now she has gone in silence and said no word.
    How can we face these dazzling things, I ask you?
    There is no use: we cry: and are not heard.
  • The wind shrieks, the wind grieves;
    It dashes the leaves on walls, it whirls then again;
    And the enormous sleeper vaguely and stupidly dreams
    And desires to stir, to resist a ghost of pain.
  • We reach vague-gesturing hands, we lift our heads,
    Hear sounds far off,—and dream, with quivering breath,
    Our curious separate ways through life and death.
  • We rub the darkness from our eyes,
    And face our thousand devious secret mornings . . .
    And do not see how the pale mist, slowly ascending,
    Shaped by the sun, shines like a white-robed dreamer
    Compassionate over our towers bending.
  • Each gleaming point of light is like a seed
    Dilating swiftly to coiling fires.
    Each cloud becomes a rapidly dimming face,
    Each hurrying face records its strange desires.
  • More towers must yet be built—more towers destroyed—
    Great rocks hoisted in air;
    And he must seek his bread in high pale sunlight
    With gulls about him, and clouds just over his eyes . . .
    And so he did not mention his dream of falling
    But drank his coffee in silence, and heard in his ears
    That horrible whistle of wind, and felt his breath
    Sucked out of him, and saw the tower flash by
    And the small tree swell beneath him . . .
    He patted his boy on the head, and kissed his wife,
    Looked quickly around the room, to remember it,—
    And so went out . . . For once, he forgot his pail.
  • Something had changed—but it was not the street—
    The street was just the same—it was himself.
  • He would not yield, he thought, and walk more slowly,
    As if he knew for certain he walked to death:
    But with his usual pace,—deliberate, firm,
    Looking about him calmly, watching the world,
    Taking his ease . . .
  • Was forty, then, too old for work like this?
    Why should it be? He’d never been afraid—
    His eye was sure, his hand was steady . . .
    But dreams had meanings.
  • His thoughts were blown and scattered like leaves;
    He thought of the pail . . . Why, then, was it forgotten?
    Because he would not need it?
  • I walk in a cloud of wonder; I am glad.
    I mingle among the crowds; my heart is pounding;
    You do not guess the adventure I have had! . . .
    Yet you, too, all have had your dark adventures,
    Your sudden adventures, or strange, or sweet . . .
    My peril goes out from me, is blown among you.
    We loiter, dreaming together, along the street.
  • Lovers walk in the noontime by that fountain.
    Pigeons dip their beaks to drink from the water.
    And soon the pond must freeze.
  • Time is a dream, he thinks, a destroying dream;
    It lays great cities in dust, it fills the seas;
    It covers the face of beauty, and tumbles walls.
    Where was the woman he loved? Where was his youth?
    Where was the dream that burned his brain like fire?
    Even a dream grows grey at last and falls.
  • Death is a meeting place of sea and sea.
  • Two lovers, here at the corner, by the steeple,
    Two lovers blow together like music blowing:
    And the crowd dissolves about them like a sea.
    Recurring waves of sound break vaguely about them,
    They drift from wall to wall, from tree to tree.
  • ‘One white rose . . . or is it pink, to-day?’
    They pause and smile, not caring what they say,
    If only they may talk.
    The crowd flows past them like dividing waters.
    Dreaming they stand, dreaming they walk.
  • Two lovers move in the crowd like a link of music,
    We press upon them, we hold them, and let them pass;
    A chord of music strikes us and straight we tremble;
    We tremble like wind-blown grass.
  • What was this dream we had, a dream of music,
    Music that rose from the opening earth like magic
    And shook its beauty upon us and died away?
    The long cold streets extend once more before us.
    The red sun drops, the walls grow grey.
  • The days, the nights, flow one by one above us,
    The hours go silently over our lifted faces,
    We are like dreamers who walk beneath a sea.
    Beneath high walls we flow in the sun together.
    We sleep, we wake, we laugh, we pursue, we flee.
  • The young boy whistles, hurrying down the street,
    The young girl hums beneath her breath.
    One goes out to beauty, and does not know it.
    And one goes out to death.
  • In one room, silently, lover looks upon lover,
    And thinks the air is fire.
  • As darkness falls
    The walls grow luminous and warm, the walls
    Tremble and glow with the lives within them moving,
    Moving like music, secret and rich and warm.
    How shall we live tonight? Where shall we turn?
    To what new light or darkness yearn?
    A thousand winding stairs lead down before us;
    And one by one in myriads we descend
    By lamplit flowered walls, long balustrades,
    Through half-lit halls which reach no end.
  • The poet walked alone in a cold late rain,
    And thought his grief was like the crying of sea-birds;
    For his lover was dead, he never would love again.
  • ‘When you are dead your spirit will find my spirit,
    And then we shall die no more.’
  • Through soundless labyrinths of dream you pass,
    Through many doors to the one door of all.
    Soon as it’s opened we shall hear a music:
    Or see a skeleton fall . . .
  • Let us retrace our steps: I have deceived you:
    Nothing is here I could not frankly tell you:
    No hint of guilt, or faithlessness, or threat.
    Dreams—they are madness. Staring eyes—illusion.
    Let us return, hear music, and forget . . .
  • Of what she said to me that night—no matter.
    The strange thing came next day.
    My brain was full of music—something she played me—;
    I couldn’t remember it all, but phrases of it
    Wreathed and wreathed among faint memories,
    Seeking for something, trying to tell me something,
    Urging to restlessness: verging on grief.
    I tried to play the tune, from memory,—
    But memory failed: the chords and discords climbed
    And found no resolution—only hung there,
    And left me morbid . . . Where, then, had I heard it? . . .
  • You know, without my telling you, how sometimes
    A word or name eludes you, and you seek it
    Through running ghosts of shadow,—leaping at it,
    Lying in wait for it to spring upon it,
    Spreading faint snares for it of sense or sound:
    Until, of a sudden, as if in a phantom forest,
    You hear it, see it flash among the branches,
    And scarcely knowing how, suddenly have it—
    Well, it was so I followed down this music,
    Glimpsing a face in darkness, hearing a cry,
    Remembering days forgotten, moods exhausted,
    Corners in sunlight, puddles reflecting stars—
  • The music ends. The screen grows dark. We hurry
    To go our devious secret ways, forgetting
    Those many lives . . . We loved, we laughed, we killed,
    We danced in fire, we drowned in a whirl of sea-waves.
    The flutes are stilled, and a thousand dreams are stilled.
  • Once I loved, and she I loved was darkened.
    Again I loved, and love itself was darkened.
    Vainly we follow the circle of shadowy days.
    The screen at last grows dark, the flutes are silent.
    The doors of night are closed. We go our ways.

Chance Meetings (1917)

Originally published as section VII of “Variations” in Contemporary Verse, Vol. 3, No. 5 (May 1917), p. 86
  • In the mazes of loitering people, the watchful and furtive,
    The shadows of tree-trunks and shadows of leaves,
    In the drowse of the sunlight, among the low voices,
    I suddenly face you
  • I love you, what star do you live on?
  • And the shadows of tree-trunks and shadows of leaves
    Interlace with low voices and footsteps and sunlight
    To divide us forever.

Preludes for Memnon (1935)

Preludes for Memnon; or, Preludes to Attitude
  • Let us describe the evening as it is:—
    The stars disposed in heaven as they are:
    Verlaine and Shakspere rotting, where they rot,
    Rimbaud remembered, and too soon forgot;
    Order in all things, logic in the dark;
    Arrangement in the atom and the spark;
    Time in the heart and sequence in the brain—
    Such as destroyed Rimbaud and fooled Verlaine.
    And let us then take godhead by the neck—
    And strangle it, and with it, rhetoric.

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 4 August – rise – verse by Shelley – art by John Henry Twatchman

Dear Zazie,

About your latest note; is your newest mission in life to ensure that I have no breath left?

Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag.  What dreams come for you?  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

the depth
of those blue
inquisitive eyes
pulls me in
you ask
i answer
with a look
i draw you near
we move together
a long overdue dance
we ask
we pass through
we change, we laugh,
we become
we rise
feelin’s emerge
after all
potent, open
searin’, laid bare
before us

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meanin’ absorbed,
within the mouth,
words changin’
through dissolution
transfigure dream
into breathless need
could i have changed
after such arrogance,
after such idleness
strange, potent, open
to silent searin’ spaces
laid bare before your
inquisitive eyes

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you stand there
leanin’ in the doorway
the settin’ sun shinin’
through the side door
silhouettes your shapely legs
through the thin material
of your dress

damn you look good

you hold a bowl in one hand
and a spoon in the other,
hummin’ and hungrily
spoonin’ from the bowl
i see a sly grin break out
it is obvious you feel good
and your mood engulfs me

you finish eatin’
and set the bowl
on the counter
then you see me,
that i have been watchin’

you turn to face me
no words are needed
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in a quiet way
i ask
you answer
with your eyes
i draw you near
we move together
an immortal dance

we ask the world to wait
no seasons for us,
no night, nor morn
fresh showers fall upon us
we swim in seas and streams

we pass through the sky
over shores and mountains
we change, we laugh, we become
we rise at first light to build again

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Another long one.  Another for the lack thereof.  Another for the Dark Muse.  This one was inspired by French poet and philosopher Paul Valéry‘s poem, “The Graveyard by the Sea”.  The title inspiration came from a line in Hamlet’s To be, or not to be soliloquy from Shakespeare’s play Hamlet.  Searching for the Song of the Day I came across a novel that I have added to my books to read list, What Dreams May Come by Richard Matheson.  The novel was made into a movie in 1998 starring Robin WilliamsCuba Gooding, Jr. and Annabella Sciorra.  What dreams sustain.  What dreams deliver from reality.  I lived my dreams.  Now I live for……

What Dreams May Come

This quiet place, where dreams this way come…
On the mesa they lie, mute against time
Impartial clouds pattern the valley floor
That view and sky forever goin’ on
When wayward thoughts demand, how rewardin’
This long vista of calm lucidity

What grace of light, what pure words go to form
The manifest destiny of rhythm
What tranquil peace can be drawn from this source
When the sun rises on the horizon,
The air is sparklin’; dream is certainty
Pure reverie of an eternal cause

Sure treasure, simple shrine to forever,
Palpable calm, visceral reticence,
Proud-lidded eye, wonder wherein there wells
under desolation, such depth of sleep
Silence, mirrors in my soul, reflected
and cold, proof of myriad untold truths

Temple of time, in a brief sigh bounded,
to this rare height, flawed though I, and girted
by the horizons of a grief filled eye
And, like Her proposed supreme offerin’,
that coruscation ultimately breeds
a callous indifference in the sky

Even as the dread meanin’ is absorbed,
Even as within the mouth, words dyin’,
changin’ into doubt through dissolution,
So to my desultory soul declared
All breath transfigured into breathless air,
And breathe soon a final emanation

Beautiful dream, true dream, could I have changed
After such arrogance, after so much
idleness; strange, yet full of potency
Open to these silent searin’ spaces
Over sepulchral homes, shadow passes,
Soul laid bare to a midnight damnation

Apparition appears; spirit subdues
An impartial light admired and yet feared,
whose attraction is merciless, and yearns
to pull back, to the original place
Look at the light; but to look does imply
no less a somber moiety of shade

For myself, deep down within, wonderin’
at the quick, the poem’s holy fount, between
the void and this pure power, I beseech
the intimations of a secret proof
Sensual, dark, and eternal reserve
Depths deceptively beyond mortal reach

But know you, protector of the beyond,
gulf which casts up Her forbidden passion,
secret which dazzles so, through eyes wide shut
What body drags to its lingerin’ end
What mind draws it to this bone-covered ground
A star broods there on all that I have lost

Closed, hallowed, full of insubstantial fire
Morsel of truth to hope given over
This poem, ruled by it’s flambeaux, pleases so
A place all cold, stone, and dark wood, shudders
so much, surrounded, so many shadows:
The tombs, asleep, on the faithful prairie

Keep away those who were not forgiven
A solitary with the cowboy’s smile
Roundup and pasture long the mysteries,
The snow-white herd of the long undisturbed
Drive far away from here the righteous ones,
the vain daydreams, those with questionin’ eyes

Now understood; never is a long time
The brittle words founder on the dry wind
All burnt up, used up, drawn up in the air
to some ineffably altered answer
Life enlarged, drunk with annihilation
And bitterness is sweet, the spirit clear

They lie easy, hidden away, silent
All their mysteries released on the wind
Motionless hour, thoughts aloft in the blue
Brood on and on; a self-deluded theme
For all that was done, must accept as is
Unbounded words and perfect description

I am what’s changin’ secretly in you
I am the only outlet for your fears
Penitence, doubts, debauched desires
These are the flaws within divided pride
But in the heavy night, ensconced in stone
Uncover the truth behind her shadow

Slowly come over to the other side
To a cold impervious what may come
For the truth has swallowed the deception
Into evermore the gift of life, passed
The personal grace, the soul now preserved
Dust and wind now swirlin’ where tears once fell

Sharp, ardent cries of those whom love once teased
The eyes, furtive glances, moistly closin’
The pretty touch that gambles with the flame
The crimson blood shinin’; willin’ lips yield
The last gift, and the flesh tremblin’ and hot
All gone to hereafter, back whence it came

Great soul, does hope yet lie waitin’ somewhere
To find some dream without the lyin’ eyes
That wave on wave offers to stir desire
Sighin’ still when but in a thin cold air
But all perishes; things of flesh and bone
As is, divine impatience also dies

Lurkin’ immortality, allurin’
Laurelled consoler scary to behold,
Death is a womb, a mother’s breast, she feigns
The fine illusion, damn the pious trick
Who does not know, and who is not made ill
That empty skull, that everlastin’ grin

Way deep down there, derelict, despondent
Whom such a weight of regret overspreads
Who directs so, in whose steps all is lost
Real soul devourer, unanswerable
Not for all that sleep under the torment
Life is his meat, and flesh is still his host

‘Love, ‘ shall it be said? or, ‘Hatred of self’
Her secret truth so intimate with me
That any name would suit her well enough
Enough that she can see, will, entice, touch
My flesh delights her, under her caress
Livin’ but as a morsel of her life

Warrior poet, cruel philosopher
Pierces then with arrow after arrow
that hum, reverberate, too late to flee
The pure pain givin’ life, the arrow thrills
Only the sun; shadows to overcome
Soul, giant strides left standin’ and waitin’

Now, the future futility unfolds
Shattered memories, meditation’s mold
To drink in the wind’s revivin’, or not
A freshness, exhalation of the plains,
Restores souls with life-breathin’ potency
To run at the wind, hurled back to livin’

Mighty wind with such wild frenzies gifted
Her hair, sifted, shines in the mountain sun
All over, images, her skin glistens,
Creature supreme, drunk on her ardent flesh
In a tumult like the deepest passion
Bite at her quiverin’ curvaceous curves

The wind is risin’; consummation looms
A huge sigh overwhelms, pleasure consumes
Words explode out with a surgin’ exhale
So, here among the silent departed,
the final step taken in this journey
Here in this quiet place, what dreams may come

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The Song of the Day is “What Dreams May Come” by Ennio Morricone.  We do not own the rights to this song.  All rights reserved by the rightful owner.  No copyright infringement intended.

On this day in 1693 – the date traditionally ascribed to French Benedictine monk, Dom Perignon‘s invention of champagne.  It is not clear whether he actually invented champagne, however he has been credited as an innovator who developed the techniques used to perfect sparkling wine.  Muse; take me back to the time and place when we….

Drank a bottle
of Veuve Clicquot
Danced naked
in the mountain rain
Made love again
and again
And gave not a damn
for awhile

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Percy Bysshe Shelley
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Portrait of Shelley, by Alfred Clint (1819)

Today is the birthday of Percy Bysshe Shelley (Field Place, Horsham, Sussex; 4 August 1792 – 8 July 1822 Gulf of La Spezia, Kingdom of Sardinia); Romantic poet.  In my opinion, among the finest lyric, as well as epic, poets in the English language.  A radical in his poetry as well as in his political and social views, Shelley did not see fame during his lifetime, but recognition for his poetry grew steadily following his death.  Shelley was a key member of a close circle of visionary poets and writers that included Lord Byron; Leigh Hunt; Thomas Love Peacock; and his own second wife, Mary Shelley, the author of Frankenstein.  Perhaps best known for such classic poems as Ozymandias, Ode to the West Wind, To a Skylark, Music, When Soft Voices Die, The Cloud and The Masque of Anarchy.  His other major works include a groundbreaking verse drama The Cenci (1819) and long, visionary poems such as Queen Mab (later reworked as The Daemon of the World), Alastor, The Revolt of Islam, Adonaïs, Prometheus Unbound (1820), Hellas: A Lyrical Drama (1821), and his final, unfinished work, The Triumph of Life (1822).

Four months after being expelled from Oxford, on 28 August 1811, the 19-year-old Shelley eloped to Scotland with the 16-year-old Harriet Westbrook, a pupil at the same boarding school as Shelley’s sisters, whom his father had forbidden him to see.  Harriet had been writing Shelley passionate letters threatening to kill herself because of her unhappiness at the school and at home.  Shelley, heartbroken after the failure of his romance with his cousin, Harriet Grove, cut off from his mother and sisters, and convinced he had not long to live, impulsively decided to rescue Harriet Westbrook.

Shelley was also at this time increasingly involved in an intense platonic relationship with Elizabeth Hitchener, a 28-year-old unmarried schoolteacher of advanced views, with whom he had been corresponding.  Hitchener, whom Shelley called the “sister of my soul” and “my second self”, became his muse and confidante in the writing of his philosophical poem Queen Mab, a Utopian allegory.

Shelley became increasingly unhappy in his marriage to Harriet and particularly resented the influence of her older sister Eliza.  Shelley accused Harriet of having married him for his money.  Craving more intellectual female companionship, he began spending more time away from home, among other things, studying Italian with Cornelia Turner and visiting the home and bookshop of William Godwin.  Eliza and Harriet moved back with their parents.

On 28 July 1814, Shelley abandoned Harriet, now pregnant with their son Charles (November 1814 – 1826) and (in imitation of the hero of one of Godwin’s novels) he ran away to Switzerland with Mary, then 16, inviting her stepsister Claire Clairmont (also 16) along because she could speak French.  The older sister Fanny was left behind, to her great dismay, for she, too, had fallen in love with Shelley.  The three sailed to Europe, and made their way across France to Switzerland on foot, reading aloud from the works of Rousseau, Shakespeare, and Mary’s mother, Mary Wollstonecraft (an account of their travels was subsequently published by the Shelleys).  Sigh…

After Shelley and Mary’s return to England, Fanny, despondent over her exclusion from the Shelley household and perhaps unhappy at being omitted from Shelley’s will, travelled from Godwin’s household in London to kill herself in Wales in early October.  On 10 December 1816, the body of Shelley’s estranged wife Harriet was found in an advanced state of pregnancy, drowned in the Serpentine in Hyde Park, London.  Shelley had made generous provision for Harriet and their children in his will and had paid her a monthly allowance.  It is thought that Harriet, who had left her children with her sister Eliza and had been living alone under the name of Harriet Smith, mistakenly believed herself to have been abandoned by her new lover, 36-year-old Lieutenant Colonel Christopher Maxwell, who had been deployed abroad, after a landlady refused to forward his letters to her.  On 30 December 1816, barely three weeks after Harriet’s body was recovered, Shelley and Mary Godwin were married.  The marriage was intended partly to help secure Shelley’s custody of his children by Harriet and partly to placate Godwin, who had coldly refused to speak to his daughter for two years, and who now received the couple.  The courts, however, awarded custody of Shelley and Harriet’s children to foster parents, on the grounds that Shelley was an atheist.

Song: Rarely, Rarely, Comest Thou (1821)

  • Rarely, rarely, comest thou,
    Spirit of Delight!
    Wherefore hast thou left me now
    Many a day and night?

    Many a weary night and day
    ‘Tis since thou are fled away.

    • St. 1.
  • Let me set my mournful ditty
    To a merry measure;
    Thou wilt never come for pity,
    Thou wilt come for pleasure;
    Pity then will cut away
    Those cruel wings, and thou wilt stay.

    • St. 4.
    • I love tranquil solitude,
      And such society
      As is quiet, wise, and good;
      Between thee and me
      What difference? but thou dost possess
      The things I seek, not love them less.

      • St. 7.
      • I love Love — though he has wings,
        And like light can flee
        ,
        But above all other things,
        Spirit, I love thee —
        Thou art love and life! Oh come,
        Make once more my heart thy home.

        • St. 8.
Today is the birthday of John Henry Twachtman (Cincinnati, Ohio; August 4, 1853 – August 8, 1902 Gloucester, Massachusetts); painter best known for his impressionist landscapes, though his painting style varied widely through his career.  He was a member of “The Ten”, a loosely allied group of American artists dissatisfied with professional art organizations, who banded together in 1898 to exhibit their works as a stylistically unified group.

Gallery

c. 1900. Photo by Gertrude Käsebier

c. 1900. Photo by Gertrude Käsebier

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The White Bridge, c. 1895, Minneapolis Institute of Arts

 

 

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 3 August – rhythm and weep – verse by Rupert Brooke – birth of Dolores Del Rio

Dear Zazie,  

Still workin’ my way through the thoughts and emotions prompted by your letter Bet you didn’t know.

Here is Mac Tag‘s Lovers’ Chronicle to his muse.  Follow us on twitter @cowboycoleridge.  Rhett

The Lover’s Chronicle

Dear Muse,

now the thought
of what could be
comes, night and day
readin’ what i have written
over the years, strummin’
memories, findin’ the will,
the rhythm comin’ back
some of ’em make me weep
but they were necessary
they are there for you too
c’mon, all that we want awaits

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“The playground of our mind
is such an open and safe place.
Here we stay sexy and simply love,
with none of the worries of reality.

You once asked me…let’s write about Love!
I laughed. What did I know about Love?

Love, that moment when you feel
like you can hold the world in your hand.
When you feel invincible. The moment
where you know right there and then,
that nothing else matters.

But too often, you end up spending
all your time chasing that day. It fades
and never feels so strong. So intense.

And I want that day every day.
I want it to drive me.
I want it to be there
to the very end.

Because of that,
because I fear
that day will not last,
I simply walk away.

My hands drop from the glass
and the fog from my breath
on the glass fades away.
It is a replay of my past,
and a preview to my future.”

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now all of that,
and all of them,
have fallen by the way
and the thought
of what never was
haunts, night and day

“Where do you come up
with all this stuff?”
books, readin’ books
and memories
that hurt and haunt…

damnit, lost the rhythm again
then i see, i am still holdin’
the letter that you wrote
i cannot read it,
i cannot stand it

the words, read ’em
the rhythm and rhyme
c’mon, you can find it
rhythm and weep

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Rupert Brooke
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Photograph of Brooke by Sherrill Schell

Today is the birthday of Rupert Chawner Brooke (middle name sometimes given as “Chaucer”; Rugby, Warwickshire; 3 August 1887 – 23 April 1915 Aegean Sea, off the Island of Skyros); poet known for his idealistic war sonnets written during the First World War, especially “The Soldier”. He was also known for his boyish good looks, which were said to have prompted the Irish poet W. B. Yeats to describe him as “the handsomest young man in England”.  Brooke was commissioned into the Royal Naval Volunteer Reserve as a temporary Sub-Lieutenant shortly after his 27th birthday.  He sailed with the British Mediterranean Expeditionary Force on 28 February 1915 but developed sepsis from an infected mosquito bite.  He died at 4:46 pm on 23 April 1915, on the French hospital ship, the Duguay-Trouin (named after the famous 17th century privateer, René Duguay-Trouin), moored in a bay off the Greek island of Skyros in the Aegean Sea, while on his way to the landing at Gallipoli.  As the expeditionary force had orders to depart immediately, Brooke was buried at 11 pm in an olive grove on Skyros.

  • “And when we die,
    All’s over that is ours; and life burns on
    Through other lovers, other lips,” said I
    —”Heart of my heart, our heaven is now, is won!”
    “We are earth’s best, that learnt her lesson here,
    Life is our cry. We have kept the faith!” we said.

    • “The Hill” (1910)
  • Oh! Death will find me, long before I tire
    Of watching you; and swing me suddenly
    Into the shade and loneliness and mire
    Of the last land! There, waiting patiently,
    One day, I think, I’ll feel a cool wind blowing,
    See a slow light across the Stygian tide,
    And hear the Dead about me stir, unknowing,
    And tremble. And I shall know that you have died,
    And watch you, a broad-browed and smiling dream,
    Pass, light as ever, through the lightless host,
    Quietly ponder, start, and sway, and gleam—
    Most individual and bewildering ghost!—
    And turn, and toss your brown delightful head
    Amusedly, among the ancient Dead.

    • Sonnet (1908-1910)

dolores-del-rio-ca-1930s-everettToday is the birthday of Dolores del Río (born María de los Dolores Asúnsolo López-Negrete; Durango, Mexico 3 August 1904 – 11 April 1983 Newport Beach, California); actress. She was the first major female Latin American crossover star in Hollywood, with a career in American films in the 1920s and 1930s. She was also considered one of the more important female figures of the Golden Age of Mexican cinema in the 1940s and 1950s. Del Río is remembered as one of the most beautiful faces of the cinema in her time. Her long and varied career spanned silent film, sound film, television, stage and radio.

After being discovered in Mexico by the filmmaker Edwin Carewe, she began her film career in 1925. She had roles in a series of successful silent films like What Price Glory? (1926), Resurrection (1927) and Ramona (1928). During this period she came to be considered a sort of feminine version of Rudolph Valentino, a “female Latin Lover”.

With the advent of sound, she acted in films that included Bird of Paradise (1932), Flying Down to Rio (1933), Madame Du Barry (1934) and Journey into Fear(1943). In the early 1940s, when her Hollywood career began to decline, del Río returned to Mexico and joined the Mexican film industry, which at that time was at its peak.

When del Río returned to her native country, she became one of the more important promoters and stars of the Golden Age of Mexican cinema. A series of films, including Wild Flower (1943), María Candelaria (1943), Las Abandonadas (1944), Bugambilia (1944) and The Unloved Woman (1949), are considered classic masterpieces and helped boost Mexican cinema worldwide. Del Río remained active in Mexican films throughout the 1950s. She also worked in Argentina and Spain.

In 1960 she returned to Hollywood. During the next years she appeared in Mexican and American films. From the late 1950s until the early 1970s she also successfully ventured into theater in Mexico and appeared in some American television series. Del Río performed her final screen appearance in 1978.

with Victor McLaglen and Edmund Lowe in What Price Glory? (1926)
in Ramona (1928)

in Bird of Paradise(1932)

with Fred Astairein Flying Down to Rio (1933)

 

portraying Madame du Barry in Madame Du Barry (1934)
with Orson Welles in 1941
in The Man from Dakota (1940)

with Joseph Cotten in Journey into Fear(1943)

 

with Elvis Presley in Flaming Star (1960)

Regardless of their marriages at different times in her life, she was romantically linked with actor Errol Flynn, filmmaker John Farrow, writer Erich Maria Remarque, film producer Archibaldo Burns, and actor Tito Junco.

Her relationship with Orson Welles (1939-1943) ended after four years largely due to his infidelities. Rebecca Welles, the daughter of Welles and Rita Hayworth, expressed her desire to travel to Mexico to meet Dolores. In 1954, Dolores received her at her home in Acapulco. After their meeting, Rebecca said: My father considered Dolores the great love of his life. She is a living legend in the history of my family. According to Rebecca, until the end of his life, Welles felt for del Río, a kind of obsession.

Mexican filmmaker Emilio Fernández was one her admirers. He said that he had appeared as an extra in several films of Dolores in Hollywood just to be near her. The beauty and elegance of del Río had impressed him deeply. Fernández said: I fell in love with her, but she always ignored me. I adored her… really I adored her.

The house of the del Río at Coyoacán called “La Escondida” and also spent their days in Acapulco, both homes became a meeting point for personalities like Diego Rivera, Frida Kahlo, María Felix, Merle Oberon, John Wayne, Edgar Neville, Begum Om Habibeh Aga Khan, Nelson Rockefeller, the Duke of Windsor and Wallis Simpson, Princess Soraya of Iran and more.

She is considered the pioneer of the bikini. After her death, actor Vincent Price used to sign his autographs as “Dolores del Río”. When asked why, the actor replied: “I promised Dolores on her deathbed that I would not let people forget about her.”

She was cremated and her ashes were moved from the United States to Mexico where they were interred at the Dolores Cemetery in Mexico City, Mexico, specifically on The Rotunda of Illustrious Persons.

Joan Crawford said, on a visit to Mexico in 1963,

Dolores became, and remains, as one of the most beautiful stars in the world.

Marlene Dietrich said of del Río,

Dolores del Río was the most beautiful woman who ever set foot in Hollywood.

George Bernard Shaw once said,

The two most beautiful things in the world are the Taj Mahal and Dolores del Río.

Fashion designer Elsa Schiaparelli said,

I have seen many beautiful women in here, but none as complete as Dolores del Río!

Diego Rivera said,

The most beautiful, the most gorgeous of the west, east, north and south. I’m in love with her as 40 million Mexicans and 120 million Americans that can’t be wrong.

Mexican writer Carlos Fuentes said,

Garbo and Dietrich were women turned into goddesses. Del Rio was a goddess about being a woman.

Photographer Jerome Zerbe said,

Dolores del Río and Marlene Dietrich are the most beautiful women I’ve ever photographed.

The fashion designer Orry-Kelly reminisced about the first time he dressed del Rio,

I draped her naked body in jersey. She wanted no underpinnings to spoil the line. When I finished draping her she became a Greek goddess as she walked close to the mirror and said, it is beautiful. Gazing into the mirror she said in a half-whisper, Jesus, I am beautiful. Narcissistic? Probably yes, but she was right. She looked beautiful.

German writer Erich Maria Remarque, who compared her beauty with Greta Garbo, described that a perfect woman would be a merger between the two actresses.

When she appeared swimming naked in Bird of Paradise, Orson Welles said that del Río represented the highest erotic ideal with her performance in the film.

Del Río was painted by important Mexican artists such as Diego Rivera, Miguel Covarrubias and José Clemente Orozco.

Poet Salvador Novo wrote her a sonnet and translated all her stage plays. She inspired Jaime Torres Bodet’s novel La Estrella de Día (Star of the Day), published in 1933, which chronicles the life of an actress named Piedad. Vicente Leñero was inspired by del Río to write his book, Señora. Carlos Pellicer also wrote her a poem in 1967.[140] In 1982, del Río and Maria Félix were parodied in the novel Orchids in the Moonlight: Mexican Comedy by Carlos Fuentes .

Rosa Rolanda also made a portrait of her in 1938. In 1941, she was painted by Mexican muralist José Clemente Orozco. Other artists were reflected her in their works were Miguel Covarrubias,John Carroll and Adolfo Best Maugard.

Del Río was the model of the statue of Evangeline, the heroine of Longfellow’s romantic poem located in St. Martinville, Louisiana. The statue was donated by del Río, who played Evangeline in the 1929 film.

In her will, del Río stipulated that all her artworks were donated to the National Institute of Fine Arts and Literature of Mexico, for display in various museums in Mexico City, including the National Museum of Art, the Museum of Art Carillo Gil and the Home-Studio of Diego Rivera and Frida Kahlo.

And today is the birthday of Rik Slabbinck (Bruges, Belgium 3 August 1914 – 19 July 1991 Bruges); painter.

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 2 August – when you smile – verse by Ernest Dowson, art by Arthur Dove & Albert Bloch – Jane & Wild Bill

Dear Zazie,  

Hey Zazie, I found your note, Bet you didn’t know, and no I did not, and it has taken my breath, which I no longer thought could happen. It will take a few days to process. I shared your note with Mac Tag and he is turning it into verse.

Here is Mac Tag‘s Lovers’ Chronicle to his muse.  Follow us on twitter @cowboycoleridge.  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

i need words
i need inspiration
cannot wait
to see your eyes
your smile
somehow,
this has been foreseen
dream carries desire,
a kiss, shiverin’ bodies,
voices and the soft sighin’
becomes a link to hope
that will not stop
that will not allow fear
to have a look
when you smile

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“I pass by this cafe often,
always at a busy time, and stop.
As I peer through the window,
close enough to see my breath,
I see you sitting there. Always
looking so intent, so deep in thought.
I watch your hand as it flows across the page
and I see the grin come across your face.
I wonder if it is me or another beauty
that has your heart. I play it over and over
in my head. Me walking in and standing there
before you. Would it be the start or an ending?”

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i need words
i need inspiration
look at me
let me see your eyes
your smile
that always works

everything has not been said
dream carries the desire,
your kiss, your memory
an oath…
your shiverin’ body,
your voice and the soft sighin’

repeat these words,
words which attach
that become a link to hope
that will not stop
that will not allow fear
to have a look

when you smile

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Ernest Christopher Dowson
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Ernest Dowson

Today is the birthday of Ernest Christopher Dowson (Lee, London; 2 August 1867 – 23 February 1900 Catford); poet, novelist, and short-story writer, often associated with the Decadent movement.

In 1889, aged 23, Dowson fell in love with the eleven-year-old Adelaide “Missie” Foltinowicz, daughter of a Polish restaurant owner; in 1893 he unsuccessfully proposed to her.  To Dowson’s despair, Adelaide was eventually to marry a tailor.

  • They are not long, the days of wine and roses;
    Out of a misty dream
    Our path emerges for a while, then closes
    Within a dream.

    • Vitae Summa Brevis Spem Nos Vetet Incohare Longam” (1896). This title from Horace: “The short span of life forbids us to entertain long hopes.”
  • I understand that absinthe makes the tart grow fonder.
    • Letter to Arthur Moore (February 1899).
  • O pray the earth enfold
    Our life-sick hearts and turn them into dust.

    • A Last Word (1899).

I have forgot much, Cynara! gone with the wind,
Flung roses, roses riotously with the throng,
Dancing, to put thy pale, lost lilies out of mind;
But I was desolate and sick of an old passion,
Yea, all the time, because the dance was long:
I have been faithful to thee, Cynara! in my fashion.

– Ernest Dowson, from Non Sum Qualis eram Bonae Sub Regno Cynarae, third stanza (1894).

Wild_Bill_Hickok_sepiaA love story from the Wild West.  Well, maybe an unrequited love story.  It was on this day in 1876 that Wild Bill Hickok was shot in the back of the head and died.  And it was on yesterday’s (1 August) day in 1901 that Calamity Jane died.  So who was in love with who?  Well as with most tales of the west, what follows is specualtion.  In 1876, Calamity Jane settled in the area of Deadwood, South Dakota, in the Black Hills.  She became friendly with Hickok and Charlie Utter, having travelled with him to Deadwood in Utter’s wagon train.  Jane greatly admired Hickok, allegedly to the point of infatuation and possiblely obsessed with his personality and his life.  After Hickok was killed during a poker game, Jane claimed to have been married to Hickok and that Hickok was the father of her child (Jean), who she said was born on 25 September 1873.  No records are known to exist which prove the birth of a child, and the romantic slant to the relationship might have been fabrication. During the period that the alleged child was born, she was working as a scout for the army. At the time of his death, Hickok was newly married to Agnes Lake Thatcher.  His untimely death makes it a sad tale whatever one chooses to believe.  Of course, I believe it was an unrequited love; Jane for Hickok.

There can only be one song to follow this story.  I particularly like the closin’ stanza:

Heavenly wine and roses
Seem to whisper to me when you smile
Heavenly wine and roses
Seem to whisper to me when you smile

Exactly how I felt when you smiled at me.

The song of the day is the Cowboy Junkies version of the Lou Reed song – “Sweet Jane”

 

Today is the birthday of Arthur Garfield Dove (Canandaigua, New York; August 2, 1880 – November 23, 1946); artist.  An early American modernist, he is often considered the first American abstract painter.  Dove used a wide range of media, sometimes in unconventional combinations, to produce his abstractions and his abstract landscapes.

Dove spent a seven-year period on a houseboat called Mona with Helen Torr, known as “Reds” for the fiery color of her hair.  Torr was also a painter. Although the psychological consequences benefited Dove’s art, his life with Torr was difficult.  Dove’s wife, Florence never cared about Dove’s passion for art, and was more socially inclined.  After 25 years of marriage, Dove left Florence.  Florence would not grant him a divorce.  When he departed, he left behind everything except his copies of Camera Work and Stieglitz’s letters.  When Dove’s wife Florence died unexpectedly, he paid $250.00 for the funeral expenses and sent flowers, but did not go to the funeral in Geneva.  Dove and Torr were not able to wed immediately as Torr had not divorced her first husband.  Dove and Torr did eventually marry on April 1932 in the New York City Hall with a brief service and using a ten-cent store ring.

Gallery 

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The Critic (1925), Whitney Museum of American Art, New York.

Tanks (1938), oil over wax emulsion, Boston Museum of Fine Arts

Today is the birthday of Albert Bloch (St. Louis, Missouri; August 2, 1882 – March 23, 1961 Lawrence, Kansas); Modernist artist and the only American artist associated with Der Blaue Reiter (The Blue Rider), a group of early 20th-century European modernists.

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in his studio, Munich

in his studio, Munich

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1913, The Green Domino, oil on canvas, 130.5 x 85 cm

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Romance should never begin with sentiment. It should begin with science and end with a settlement.Oscar Wilde

Wavering between the profit and the loss

in this brief transit where the dreams cross

the dreamcrossed twilight between birth and dying.

T.S. Eliot

Progress is impossible without change, & those who can’t change their mind can’t change anything. ~ George Bernard Shaw

Good friends, good books and a sleepy conscience: this is the ideal life. – Mark Twain

Force does not constitute right… obedience is due only to legitimate powers. ~ Rousseau

The secret of happiness is freedom. The secret of freedom is courage.Thucydides

I know the voices dying with a dying fall.T.S. Eliot

I am no prophet . and here’s no great matter; I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker. – T.S. Eliot

If they substituted the word ‘Lust’ for ‘Love’ in the popular songs it would come nearer the truth.Sylvia Plath

The writer is either a practicing recluse or a delinquent, guilt-ridden one  –  or both. Usually both. – Susan Sontag

And the moon is wilder every minute. – W.B. Yeats

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 1 August – naked – art by Isobel Lilian Gloag

Dear Zazie,  Here is Mac Tag‘s Lovers’ Chronicle to his muse.  Follow us on twitter @cowboycoleridge.  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

not sure where to start
repressed for so long
tryin’ to find a way
to explain
what is not
and what is
knowin’
showin’
it matters
we have a chance
no need to hide
openin’ door,
widely swung
there can be no disguise
all foreknown,
self-revealed
nakedness
for you to find

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life events have forged
resilience and perseverance
sweet anticipation
awaits in tomorrow
will the spark that exists
in verse and banter,
leap beyond the page
breathe easy
and trust your cape
shared vulnerabilities,
self-revealed nakedness,
await
for us to have and hold

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dream certainty
simple, palpable
wonder swells
such depth
silence
mirrors
reflected
untold truths
in a sigh,
unbounded,
to this rare height,
flawed though i,
girted by the horizons
of grief filled eyes comes
a coruscation that breeds
indifference for anything ordinary

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you set me free

not sure where to start
or if i should
not sure you have read this far

well i am still tryin

tryin’ to find a way
to explain
what is not
and what is

if i could have known
if i could have shown
would it have mattered

had we but one last chance

secrets are there,
mostly
no need to hide
try to keep an open door,
widely swung
there can be no disguise

all foreknown,
self-revealed
nakedness
for you to find

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you said my name
and set me free
you said my name
answerin’ my plea

not sure where to start
or if i should
not sure what is in my heart
or if i could
not sure you have read this far
well i am still tryin’

tryin’ to find a way
to say, to explain
what is not
and what is

missin’ you

if i could have known
if i could have shown
would it have mattered

missin’ you

had we but one last chance
had we but one last dance

missin’ you

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My cousin wrote the foundation of this one in prose. i adapted it in verse…

Watched The Sun Come up Today

as I have done Every day Since
that night all those years ago…
I usually write to you on the day it happened
but this year I went to the ranch with a friend
I am sure she thought I was crazy
I just stood there lookin’ off into The River
She asked, had I ever crossed it on horseback
My simple yes, but what I saw…
Roy B crossin’, yakkin’ with Kenny; Munzie
and Abel and the Mexican Crew spread out;
Floyd on his big appaloosa with his boys,
Ferris & Bronc; Tom and his kids; Bill with
Paul and Jan; Ben and Edward over at The Pens
settin’ up; A Sea Of Hereford Cattle, pourin’
out of The Canadian River; and of course
The Red Blazer with Bud in it
And You on Flora Grande sweepin’ in
with a missin’ group of cattle…
She said, “This is A Million Dollar View.”….
I simply said “No, It is priceless…..”
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Today is the birthday of Isobel Lilian Gloag (London 1 August 1865– 5 January 1917 London); painter, known for her oil and watercolour portraits, as well as posters and stained-glass designs.

Gloag was born the daughter of Scottish parents from Perthshire. Her early studies were made at St. John’s Wood Art School, and she later studied at the Slade School of Fine Art. Ill health compelled her to put aside plans for regular study, and she entered the studio of M.W. Ridley’s for private instruction, following this with work at the South Kensington Museum. After still further study with Raphaël Collin in Paris, she returned to London and soon had her work accepted at the Royal Academy of Arts, where she exhibited a total of 19 works. She was an elected member of the Royal Institute of Oil Paintersand the New Society of Painters in Water-Colours. Her earlier works were inspired by the Pre-Raphaelites, while later works were more modern, and her works have been cited as examples of post-Victorian Aestheticism. She made several designs for the stained-glass artist Mary Lowndes. Her work was posthumously featured in an exhibition at the Grafton Galleries, London.

Gallery 
The Kiss of the Enchantress (ca. 1890)
Four corners to my bed… (ca. 1901)
The Magic Mantle (1898)
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The Lovers’ Chronicle 31 July – bear away – art by Jacques Villon

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag to his muse.  Follow us on twitter @cowboycoleridge.  Have you experienced these three forms of love; exalted, erotic and unconditional?  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

full of hidden meanin’
recallin’ past images
reawakenin’ memories

in the far away

they were presentiments
of an existence to come
future incarnation
expectation of marvels
answers to the indefinable
expectations, horizons to open

ardently longed for, borne away with

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this could do it
it begins,
with your head in my lap
readin’ what i have written
for you, so you can hear
how it should flow, how
it feels as my breath
rises and falls
only then can we be
where i intended
it ends,
with two entwined
where curiosity
and anticipation merge

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quiet place, where dreams come
on the mesa, mute against time
impartial clouds pattern the valley
view and sky goin’ on and thoughts,
so rewardin’ this long vista of lucidity
light, words go to form rhythm
drawn from this source
the first light streakin’ your hair

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recallin’ past images
not all that i do
but it leads to you
in the rearview,
their were signs
of what could be
future incarnations
the answers are there
to the expectations,
indefinable
some horizons have closed
others have opened
now that understandin’
is at hand
certain, some regret
is borne away
for all that is lost,
for all not found
but just look
at what was discovered
and of you
what could be

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Pale Love, Pale Rider

full of hidden meanin’
recallin’ past images
reawakenin’ memories

in the far away,
they were presentiments
of existences to come
future incarnations
expectations of marvels

but there are no answers
to the indefinable expectations
all has narrowed and darkened
vague recollections now blurred

the horizons have closed
without ever havin’ understood
the cause of those mirages

and i bear away the regret
for i know not what lost home
i failed to find, for the unknown
ardently longed for, but never embraced

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Three Duchamp brothers, left to right: Marcel Duchamp, Villon, and Raymond Duchamp-Villon in the garden of Jacques Villon’s studio in Puteaux, France, 1914, (Smithsonian Institution collections.)

 Le Petit Manège, rue Caulaincourt, 1905, University of Michigan Museum of Art

Today is the birthday of Jacques Villon (Emile Méry Frédéric Gaston Duchamp; Damville, Eure, Haute-Normandie; July 31, 1875 – June 9, 1963 Puteaux); Cubist painter and printmaker.  Villon was the elder brother of: sculptor Raymond Duchamp-Villon, painter, sculptor, author Marcel Duchamp, and painter Suzanne Duchamp-Crotti.  To distinguish himself from his siblings, Gaston Duchamp adopted the pseudonym of Jacques Villon as a tribute to the French medieval poet François Villon.

Gallery

1912, Girl at the Piano (Fillette au piano), oil on canvas, 129.2 x 96.4 cm (51 x 37.8 in), oval, Museum of Modern Art, New York.

 

1912, The Dining Table, oil on canvas, 65.7 × 81.3 cm, Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York

1914, Portrait de M. J. B. peintre (Jacques Bon), oil on canvas, 121.92 x 81.28 cm, Columbus Museum of Art

It was on this day in 1886, that Hungarian composer and virtuoso pianist Franz Liszt died.  Among my favorite Liszt compositions are the Liebesträume (German for Dreams of Love), a set of three solo piano works, published in 1850.  Originally the three Liebesträume were conceived as songs after poems by Ludwig Uhland and Ferdinand Freiligrath.  The two poems by Uhland and the one by Freiligrath depict three different forms of love.  Uhland’s Hohe Liebe (Exalted Love) is saintly, or religious, love: the “martyr” renounces worldly love and “heaven has opened its gates”.  The second song Seliger Tod (Holy Death) is often known by its first line (“Gestorben war ich”) (“I was dead”), and evokes erotic love; “dead” could be a metaphor here referrin’ to what is known as “la petite mort” in French (“I was dead from love’s bliss; I lay buried in her arms; I was wakened by her kisses; I saw heaven in her eyes”).  Freiligrath’s poem for the famous third Notturno is about unconditional mature love, and warnin’ that love lost is miserable: “Love as long as you can! The hour will come when you will stand at graves and mourn” (“O lieb, so lang du lieben kannst”).

And it was on this day in 1944 that Antoine de Saint-Exupéry disappeared on a reconnaissance flight over the Mediterranean off the coast of Marseille.  I previously wrote to you about Saint Ex and his muse.

My love for you was exalted, erotic and unconditional.  And I can confirm, sadly, that the warnin’ of the Notturno is all too real.

Mac Tag

The song of the day is Liebesträume by Franz Liszt

Some cause happiness wherever they go; others whenever they go.Oscar Wilde

We all live in our own dream-worlds and make and re-make our own personal realities with tender and loving care. – Sylvia Plath

I’m hunting for the truth.  It might be a kind of poetic truth, and not just a factual one because behind everything that happens to you, there is another truth, a secret life.Anne Sexton

The only wisdom we can hope to acquire is the wisdom of humility: humility is endless. – T.S. Eliot

Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death. Pray for us now and at the hour of our death.T.S. Eliot

Sermons and creeds and theology . . . . but the human brain, and what is called reason, and what is called love, and what is called life?Walt Whitman

I wish that every human life might be pure transparent freedom.Simone de Beauvoir

O little did they care who danced between,

And little she by whom her dance was seen

So she had outdanced thought.

W.B. Yeats

If it doesn’t look easy, you aren’t working hard enough. –  Fred Astaire

I forced myself to contradict myself in order to avoid conforming to my own taste.Marcel Duchamp

The muses’ decision to sing or not to sing is not based on the elevation of your moral purpose. – John Barth

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 30 July – moments – verse by Samuel Rogers & Emily Bronte – photography by Edgar de Evia

Dear Zazie,  Hey Z, how is your mornin’?  This mornin’ at the ranch was beautiful; nice and cool.  Will be spendin’ my time today either readin’ or writin’ or workin’ on repairs around the place.  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag to his muse.  Follow us on twitter @cowboycoleridge.  Hope you have a good day!  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

these words i write to you,
these moments with you,
are more vital than anything

tonight we watch storm clouds
pass and i see, retrievable, found
with you, for this journey we will
wander together, love and sorrow,
each with arms around us, as we
move along, comfort from this

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“Have you ever read
your poetry aloud
to anyone? To place
the pauses, and weight
the words just so,
as you would want
them to be heard.”
after so long,
more than interestin’
banter and a spark
the pull says
it is worth it
this one feels
within reach
come
shall we see

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“I understand.”
sorry, no offense, but
how in the other lovin’ hell
could you possibly understand
tequila, rocks, please
somethin’ añejo…
after so
very long
a taste
is it worth it
the pull says it is
i doubt it
too far ago
and no longer
within reach
just stay away

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these words i write for you
still as near to truth
as i know

cloudy evenin’ on the plains
pale and irretrievable
as your face in my dreams

not all has been lost
since need is no longer
necessary for this journey

here i moor myself
in the pursuit
for it is all

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while the remnants
of the enchiladas, tamales
and empty margarita glasses
wait till later, we leave
and walk down to the river

river and moon
me and you
no room
for any other
existence
we are bein’ and breath
and always will be

on a rock by the bank, we sit
“Do you remember that first night?”
of course
“I was beginning to think
you were never going to kiss me?”

i am sometimes seized
by that memory
it is one of my favorites
i still cannot believe
you were there,
that we
were finally together

do you remember the second night
blushin’, “I think it was the margaritas!”
ha, you pinned me against the fridge
said you could not stop thinkin’ about me

god i love that moment
if i only had one to keep
i would send the rest to hell
in a second
and hold on to that one

“My favorite moment is the one
that happened after that.”
i pull you close to me…
& goddamnit i wake up
always then
always before we kiss
so, are these memories
helpin’ me
or killin’ me
cuz i really cannot tell

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Cry For Love

These words I write to you

Are nearer to vital truth
Than anything I know:

Clouds pass and I see
The face of love, your face,
Pale and irretrievable
And it agitates my heart
Which has been cleft asunder
Since the day you left me
On the Spanish Steps;
And I am grown old

My passion has been lost; without you,

I need not such ballast for this journey
Here I moor my lonely ship and wander
Ever across the land, murmurin’ softly
Love and sorrow, each with arms around me,
Whisperin’ as I move along as these tears,
Shaken from mysery bearin’ clouds,
Cry for love

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Samuel Rogers. Detail of a portrait by Frank Stone, circa 1845.

Today is the birthday of Samuel Rogers (Newington Green, then a village north of Islington, London 30 July 1763 – 18 December 1855 Newington Green); poet.  During his lifetime one of the most celebrated poets, although his fame has been eclipsed by his Romantic colleagues and friends Wordsworth, Coleridge and Byron.  His recollections of these friends are key sources for information about London artistic and literary life.  He made his money as a banker and was also a discriminating art collector. 

Jacqueline (1814)

  • Oh ! She was good as she was fair,
    None—none on earth above her!
    As pure in thought as angels are:
    To know her was to love her.

    • I, l. 67-70.
  • The good are better made by ill,
    As odours crushed are sweeter still.

    • III, l. 16-7.

 

Emily Jane Brontë
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A portrait of Brontë made by her brother, Branwell

Today is the birthday of Emily Brontë (Emily Jane BrontëThornton, West Riding of Yorkshire; 30 July 1818 – 19 December 1848 Haworth, West Riding of Yorkshire); novelist and poet perhaps best known for her only novel, Wuthering Heights, now considered a classic of English literature.  Emily was the third eldest of the four surviving Brontë siblings, between the youngest Anne and her brother Branwell.  She wrote under the pen name Ellis Bell.

Quotes

I Am the Only Being (1836)

I am the only being whose doom
No tongue would ask no eye would mourn

I never caused a thought of gloom
A smile of joy since I was born
In secret pleasure — secret tears
This changeful life has slipped away

As friendless after eighteen years
As lone as on my natal day
  • First melted off the hope of youth
    Then Fancy’s rainbow fast withdrew
    And then experience told me truth
    In mortal bosoms never grew
    ‘Twas grief enough to think mankind
    All hollow servile insincere
    But worse to trust to my own mind
    And find the same corruption there

The Night is Darkening Round Me (November 1837)

  • The night is darkening round me,
    The wild winds coldly blow;
    But a tyrant spell has bound me
    And I cannot, cannot go.
  • The giant trees are bending
    Their bare boughs weighed with snow,
    And the storm is fast descending,
    And yet I cannot go.
  • Clouds beyond clouds above me,
    Wastes beyond wastes below;
    But nothing drear can move me—
    I will not, cannot go.

Shall Earth No More Inspire Thee (May 1841)

  • Shall Earth no more inspire thee,
    Thou lonely dreamer now?

    Since passion may not fire thee
    Shall Nature cease to bow?
    Thy mind is ever moving
    In regions dark to thee;
    Recall its useless roving —
    Come back and dwell with me —
  • I’ve watched thee every hour —
    I know my mighty sway —
    I know my magic power
    To drive thy griefs away —
  • Then let my winds caress thee —
    Thy comrade let me be —
    Since naught beside can bless thee
    Return and dwell with me —

The Prisoner (October 1845)

  • He comes with western winds, with evening’s wandering airs,
    With that clear dusk of heaven that brings the thickest stars;
    Winds take a pensive tone and stars a tender fire
    And visions rise and change which kill me with desire.
  • But first a hush of peace, a soundless calm descends;
    The struggle of distress and fierce impatience ends
    Mute music sooths my breast — unuttered harmony
    That I could never dream till earth was lost to me.
  • Then dawns the Invisible; the Unseen its truth reveals;
    My outward sense is gone, my inward essence feels —
    Its wings are almost free, its home, its harbour found;
    Measuring the gulf, it stoops and dares the final bound —
  • O, dreadful is the check — intense the agony
    When the ear begins to hear and the eye begins to see;
    When the pulse begins to throb, the brain to think again,
    The soul to feel the flesh and the flesh to feel the chain.
  • Yet I would lose no sting, would wish no torture less;
    The more that anguish racks the earlier it will bless;
    And robed in fires of Hell, or bright with heavenly shine
    If it but herald Death, the vision is divine —

What Use Is It To Slumber Here?

  • What use is it to slumber here:
    Though the heart be sad and weary?

    What use is it to slumber here
    Though the day rise dark and dreary?
  • For that mist may break when the sun is high
    And this soul forget its sorrow
    And the rose ray of the closing day
    May promise a brighter morrow.

Love and Friendship

  • Love is like the wild rose-briar;
    Friendship like the holly-tree.
    The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms,
    But which will bloom most constantly?

A Little While, a Little While (1846)

  • Still, as I mused, the naked room,
    The alien firelight died away;
    And from the midst of cheerless gloom
    I passed to bright, unclouded day.

    • Stanza vi.
  • A heaven so clear, an earth so calm,
    So sweet, so soft, so hushed an air;
    And, deepening still the dreamlike charm,
    Wild moor-sheep feeding everywhere.

    • Stanza vii.

To Imagination (1846)

  • When weary with the long day’s care,
    And earthly change from pain to pain,
    And lost and ready to despair,
    Thy kind voice calls me back again:
    Oh, my true friend! I am not lone,
    While thou canst speak with such a tone!
  • So hopeless is the world without;
    The world within I doubly prize;
    Thy world, where guile, and hate, and doubt,
    And cold suspicion never rise;
    Where thou, and I, and Liberty,
    Have undisputed sovereignty.
  • What matters it, that, all around,
    Danger, and guilt, and darkness lie,
    If but within our bosom’s bound
    We hold a bright, untroubled sky,
    Warm with ten thousand mingled rays
    Of suns that know no winter days?
  • Reason, indeed, may oft complain
    For Nature’s sad reality,
    And tell the suffering heart, how vain
    Its cherished dreams must always be;
    And Truth may rudely trample down
    The flowers of Fancy, newly-blown:
  • But, thou art ever there, to bring
    The hovering vision back, and breathe
    New glories o’er the blighted spring,
    And call a lovelier Life from Death,
    And whisper, with a voice divine,
    Of real worlds, as bright as thine.
  • I trust not to thy phantom bliss,
    Yet, still, in evening’s quiet hour,
    With never-failing thankfulness,
    I welcome thee, Benignant Power;
    Sure solacer of human cares,
    And sweeter hope, when hope despairs!

Remembrance (1846)

  • Cold in the earth—and the deep snow piled above thee,
    Far, far, removed, cold in the dreary grave!
    Have I forgot, my only Love, to love thee,
    Severed at last by Time’s all-severing wave?
  • Sweet Love of youth, forgive, if I forget thee,
    While the world’s tide is bearing me along;
    Other desires and other hopes beset me,
    Hopes which obscure, but cannot do thee wrong!
  • But when the days of golden dreams had perished,
    And even Despair was powerless to destroy;
    Then did I learn how existence could be cherished,
    Strengthened, and fed without the aid of joy.

Faith and Despondency (1846)

  • The winter wind is loud and wild,
    Come close to me, my darling child;
    Forsake thy books, and mateless play;
    And, while the night is gathering grey,
    We’ll talk its pensive hours away;—

Today is the birthday of Edgar de Evia (Edgar Domingo Evia y Joutard; Mérida, Yucatán, Mexico; July 30, 1910 – February 10, 2003 New York City); interiors photographer.

In a career that spanned the 1940s through the 1990s, his photography appeared in magazines and newspapers such as ‘ House & GardenLook and The New York Times Magazine and advertising campaigns. De Evia also produced commissioned photographic portraits of individuals

Gallery

Self portrait

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The song of the day is Iggy Pop – “Cry for Love”

Poetry is nearer to vital truth than history. ~ Plato

Clouds pass and disperse. Are those the faces of love, those pale irretrievables? Is it for such I agitate my heart.Sylvia Plath

I forgot to tell you that while I was away my heart broke and I became not so much old, but older.Jim Harrison

I have lost my passion: why should I need to keep it Since what is kept must be adulterated. – T.S. Eliot

I have decided to be happy because it is good for my health. – Voltaire

Here we will moor our lonely ship

And wander ever with woven hands,

Murmuring softly lip to lip,

Along the grass, along the sands…

W.B. Yeats

Ordinary riches can be stolen; real riches cannot. In your soul are infinitely precious things that cannot be taken from you. – Oscar Wilde

Self-love is the instrument of our preservation. – Voltaire

It seems, as one becomes older, that the past has another pattern, and ceases to be a mere sequence.T.S. Eliot

Poor love and sorrow, with their arms thrown round

Each other’s necks, and whispering as they go,

Still wander through the world.

W.B. Yeats

These tears are shaken from the wrath-bearing tree. – T.S. Eliot

I must from this enchanting queen break off.Shakespeare

Did you know that forty percent of the words used by Shakespeare were used by him only once?William F. Buckley Jr.

Sweet Love of youth, forgive, if I forget theeEmily Bronte

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 29 July – know – art by Ivan Aivazovsky

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lover’s Chronicle from Mac Tag.  What do you not know?  What do you know?  Rhett

The Lover’s Chronicle

Dear Muse,

i know, what beauty in art,

in music, in poetry provided

here, all mirrors of her

 

there is much i do not know,

but i know i saw her today

and that is all i need

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what i know
wind, waltzin’, workin’
wide open skies
poetry and opera
and what i used to know
well, best leave it at
i miss it all very much
what was done
cannot be
unwound
or forgotten
choices were made
and those choices
must be lived with
at least i figured out
how to go on

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the pull is strong
shan’t say deserved
(never presume
that kinda power)
but earned
for certain
is it possible,
whether dealt
or self-inflicted,
one becomes
so accustomed
that one seeks
one purpose
or refuses
to get outta
the way
just hope it keeps comin’
gotta feel somethin’

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all i know of truth
is what i found in you

just part of the reason
why i am never alone

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Que de beautés dans l’art, à condition de pouvoir retenir ce que l’on a vu. On n’est alors jamais désoeuvré ni vraiment solitaire, jamais seul.
– Vincent Van Gogh

This one just sort of appeared.  I believe it came from a few lines from a half remembered poem.  What do I know?  Not enough?  Too much?  Certainly, more than I did.  I wish I knew then what I know now.   What I did not know then, if you have been following TLC, you know.   How to be without you……

What I Do Not Know

With certainty,
What I do know

Horses, cattle
Ropes, boots, spurs, wind
Waltzin’, workin’
Wide open skies
French poetry
And opera

And here is what
I used to know

The softest touch
Sweetest caress
Lingerin’ kiss
Fervent friction
Climax in sync
Mutual sigh

All of that missed
So very much

But what was done
Cannot be unwound
Or forgotten
Choices were made
And those choices
Must be lived with

So here is what
I do not know

How in the hell
Do I do that
To live without
What I lived for
How, tell me how
Do I go on

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Ivan Aivazovsky
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Self-portrait, 1874, oil on canvas, 74 × 58 cm, Uffizi, Florence

Today is the birthday of Ivan Konstantinovich Aivazovsky (Feodosia, Taurida; 29 July 1817 – 2 May 1900 Feodosia); Romantic painter.  In my opinion, he is one of the greatest marine artists.  Baptized as Hovhannes Aivazian, Aivazovsky was born into an Armenian family in the Black Sea port of Feodosia and was mostly based in his native Crimea.  Following his education at the Imperial Academy of Arts, Aivazovsky traveled to Europe and lived briefly in Italy in the early 1840s.  He then returned to Russia and was appointed the main painter of the Russian Navy.  The saying “worthy of Aivazovsky’s brush”, popularized by Anton Chekhov, was used in Russia for “describing something ineffably lovely.”  During his almost 60-year career, he created around 6,000 paintings, making him one of the most prolific artists of his time.  The vast majority of his works are seascapes, but he often depicted battle scenes, Armenian themes, and portraiture.

In 1848, Aivazovsky married Julia Graves, an English governess.  They separated in 1860 and divorced in 1877 with permission from the Armenian Church, since Graves was a Lutheran.

Aivazovsky’s second wife, Anna Burnazian, was a young Armenian widow 40 years his junior.  Aivazovsky said that by marrying her in 1882, he “became closer to [his] nation”, referring to the Armenian people.

Gallery

 A self-portrait drawing, 1830s–1840s

 A self-portrait, 1830s–1840s

 

in Italian costume, by Vasily Sternberg, 1842

 

Alexey Tyranov's Portrait of Aivazovsky from 1841

 Portrait by Alexey Tyranov, 1841

 

photograph of Aivazovsky with his first wife, Julia, and their four daughters

with his first wife, Julia, and their four daughters

painting of whitecaps on the sea

1898 painting titled Among the waves.

 

A photograph of Aivazovsky, facing left with whiskers from 1870

A photograph, 1870

 

Portrait by Dmitry Bolotov (1876)
his second wife Anna Burnazian (1882)
 

Aivazovsky painting The Ninth Wave from 1850

 The Ninth Wave (1850) is considered Aivazovsky’s most famous work.

 

Aivazovsky painting Stormy Sea in Night from 1849

 Stormy Sea in Night (1849)

 

Armenian themes

Aivazovsky painting The Baptism of the Armenian People from 1892

 The Baptism of the Armenian People (1892)

 

Wave (1889), one of the paintings exhibited

 

The Song of the Day is I Don’t Know by The Sheepdogs.  We do not own the rights to this song.  All rights reserved by the rightful owner.  No copyright infringement intended.

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 28 July – regret – art by Marcel Duchamp

Dear Zazie,  Here is Mac Tag‘s Lovers’ Chronicle to his muse.  Follow us on twitter @cowboycoleridge.  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

i have been wantin’ to write to you, but i never have time, so absorbed i am in writin’ verse; i think, i write night and day; nothin’ interests me more than findin’ the right line for you, so you will need to search through these words in order to understand how i feel

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a connection, long before
the distaste for the life
we found ourselves livin’,
the opposite of what
we talked about those
years ago, damned near
consumed us
we tried, mostly self
destructively, to escape
to get away at all costs
where to
did not matter,
what to did

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not goin’,
but leavin’
quite different…
a connection, long before
the distaste for the life
we found ourselves livin’,
the opposite of what
we talked about those
years ago, damned near
consumed us
we tried, mostly self
destructively, to escape
the incompatibility
with the growin’ milieu,
to get away at all costs
where to
did not matter,
what to did
you to Rocky Top
and your art,
me to the desert
and my verse
where we knew,
where hope, enabled
to breathe, leadin’ life
as it needs to be
feelin’ what is real

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i should have come back
i wish i had, i wanted to
i guess i was too weak
i still see you standin’ there
as you were, after that last kiss

i know sorry does not git it done
and i ain’t lookin for forgiveness
i expect it was the mistake of my life
just wanted you to know

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Marcel Duchamp
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Portrait of Marcel Duchamp, 1920–21, by Man Ray, Yale University Art Gallery

Today is the birthday of Henri-Robert-Marcel Duchamp (Blainville-Crevon; 28 July 1887 – 2 October 1968 Neuilly-sur-Seine); painter, sculptor, chess player and writer whose work is associated with Cubism, conceptual art and Dada.  Duchamp is commonly regarded, along with Pablo Picasso and Henri Matisse, as one of the three artists who helped to define the revolutionary developments in the plastic arts in the opening decades of the twentieth century.  Duchamp has had an impact on twentieth-century and twenty first-century art.  By World War I, he had rejected the work of many of his fellow artists as “retinal” art, intended only to please the eye.  Instead, Duchamp wanted to put art back in the service of the mind.

Throughout his adult life, Duchamp was a passionate smoker of Habana cigars.

In June 1927, Duchamp married Lydie Sarazin-Lavassor; however, they divorced six months later.  It was rumored that Duchamp had chosen a marriage of convenience, because Sarazin-Lavassor was the daughter of a wealthy automobile manufacturer.  Early in January 1928, Duchamp said that he could no longer bear the responsibility and confinement of marriage, and soon thereafter they were divorced.  Between 1946 and 1951 Maria Martins was his mistress.  In 1954, he and Alexina “Teeny” Sattler married, and they remained together until his death.

Duchamp died suddenly and peacefully in the early morning of 2 October 1968 at his home in Neuilly-sur-Seine, France.  After an evening dining at home with his friends Man Ray and Robert Lebel, Duchamp retired at 1:05 A.M., collapsed in his studio, and died of heart failure.  He is buried in the Rouen Cemetery, in Rouen, France, with the epitaph, “D’ailleurs, c’est toujours les autres qui meurent” (“Besides, it’s always the others who die”).  Even in his death, Duchamp retained a sense of humor.

Gallery

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Three Duchamp brothers, left to right: Marcel, Jacques Villon, and Raymond Duchamp-Villon in the garden of Jacques Villon’s studio in Puteaux, France, 1914, (Smithsonian Institution collections)

Nude (Study), Sad Young Man on a Train (Nu [esquisse], jeune homme triste dans un train), 1911–12, oil on cardboard mounted on Masonite, 100 x 73 cm (39 3/8 × 28 3/4 in), Peggy Guggenheim Collection, Venice. This painting was identified as a self-portrait by the artist. Duchamp’s primary concern in this painting is the depiction of two movements; that of the train in which there is a young man smoking, and that of the lurching figure itself.

Nude Descending a Staircase, No. 2 (1912). Oil on canvas. 57 7/8″ x 35 1/8″. Philadelphia Museum of Art.


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L.H.O.O.Q. (“Elle a chaud au cul”. “She has a hot ass” or “there is fire down below” (1919)

Rrose Sélavy (Duchamp). 1921. Photograph by Man Ray. Art Direction by Duchamp. Silver print. 5-7/8″ x 3″-7/8″. Philadelphia Museum of Art.

Man Ray, 1920, Three Heads (Joseph Stella and Marcel Duchamp, painting bust portrait of Man Ray above Duchamp), gelatin silver print, 20.7 x 15.7 cm, Museum of Modern Art, New York

 

Étant donnés, 1946–1966, mixed media, Philadelphia Museum of Art. This was posthumously and permanently installed in the museum in 1969

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