The Lovers’ Chronicle 15 October – imagine, reprise – birth of Virgil – art by James Tissot

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag dedicated to his muse.  Who do you think of in the still of the night?  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

in the still night,
thoughts of you
holdin’, bodies entwined
kissin’ this and that of you
whatever means
will always sing, you
here is the answer,
long thought lost
this feelin’, here
in your arms
the what-is-it comes over
partin’ flesh and the thrill
of under me, you

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i carry with me
i am never without it
whatever is done
is your doin’
and it is you,
whatever always means
and whatever
will always sing, is you
here is the answer,
long thought lost,
and this is the wonder
i can carry again
this feelin’, here
bein’ in your arms

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so many memorable
moments from the road

the photographs,
the scenery, the music,
the sight
of the sun and wind
in your hair

stoppin’ whenever
the scene and the light
are in alignment

that night, headed west
on i-20, when we noticed
we could see Orion
through the open moon roof

but mostly, the music

your teasin’ me
as i sing along
with those old
country songs

our classic rock duets,
like an epic rendition
of Open Arms
and the songs,
Unchained Melody
comes to mind,
that inspire carnal pit stops

ready for the next one

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i remember
first smiles,
first kisses
last words
and farewells
i remember
beauty and sorrow

remember
when you said
imagine
i want to
and i try
but
it has been so long

imagine…
on a road trip
music turned up
moon roof wide open
long stretch of wide open
two lane black top

my hand restin’
on the gear shifter
of a sudden
a hand rests on mine
i turn to look at you
in wide wonder

i pull over
and turn to you
words fail
but a tear
tells the tale

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if i could just write
one line worthy of you…

borne as best could
you, who so well know
unquestionably
the only topic

equally, beyond doubt;
the truth, the passion
the path chosen

depend upon it, after all
there is no seducin’ me
from the path

ah, this will be a struggle
hell, since when is it not

all i want to do
is write good
verse for you
and i cannot
even do that

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ColeporterOn this day in 1964, composer and songwriter Cole Porter died in Santa Monica, California.  He wrote many wonderful songs it was hard to choose just one for the SOD.

The Song of the Day is Frank Sinatra‘s version of Porter’s song, In the Still of the Night”.

In the still of the night, that is what I think of; you.  Carryin’ your heart and you leanin’ back in my arms.  My body when it was with your body.  Kissin’ this and that of you.  The what-is-it comes over partin’ flesh and the thrill of under me, you.

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Virgil
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Depiction of Virgil, 3rd century AD
(“Monnus-Mosaic”, Rheinisches Landesmuseum, Trier)

Today is the birthday of Publius Vergilius Maro (near Mantua, Cisalpine Gaul; October 15, 70 BC – September 21, 19 BC Brundisium), usually called Virgil or Vergil in English; Roman poet of the Augustan period.  He is known for three major works of Latin literature, the Eclogues (or Bucolics), the Georgics, and the epic Aeneid.  Virgil is traditionally ranked as one of Rome’s greatest poets.  His Aeneid has been considered the national epic of ancient Rome from the time of its composition to the present day.  Modeled after Homer’s Iliad and Odyssey, the Aeneid follows the Trojan refugee Aeneas as he struggles to fulfill his destiny and arrive on the shores of Italy, which in Roman mythology, is the founding act of Rome.  Virgil’s work has had wide and deep influence on Western literature, most notably Dante’s Divine Comedy, in which Virgil appears as Dante’s guide through hell and purgatory.

Verse

Aeneid (29–19 BC)

Book I

  • Arma virumque cano, Troiae qui primus ab oris
    Italiam fato profugus Laviniaque venit
    Litora, multum ille et terris iactatus et alto
    Vi superum, saevae memorem Iunonis ob iram,
    Multa quoque et bello passus, dum conderet urbem
    lnferretque deos Latio, genus unde Latinum
    Albanique patres atque altae moenia Romae.
  • Arms, and the man I sing, who, forced by Fate,
    And haughty Juno’s unrelenting hate,
    Expell’d and exil’d, left the Trojan shore.
    Long labours both by sea and land he bore,
    And in the doubtful war, before he won
    The Latian realm, and built the destin’d town;
    His banish’d gods restor’d to rites divine,
    And settled sure succession in his line,
    From whence the race of Alban fathers come,
    And the long glories of majestic Rome.
  • Lines 1–7, as translated by John Dryden (1697).
  • Musa, mihi causas memora, quo numine laeso,
    quidve dolens, regina deum tot volvere casus
    insignem pietate virum, tot adire labores
    impulerit. Tantaene animis caelestibus irae?
  • O Muse! the causes and the crimes relate,
    What goddess was provok’d, and whence her hate:
    For what offense the Queen of Heav’n began
    To persecute so brave, so just a man!
    Involv’d his anxious life in endless cares,
    Expos’d to wants, and hurry’d into wars!
    Can heav’nly minds such high resentment show,
    Or exercise their spite in human woe?
  • Lines 8–11 (tr. John Dryden).
  • Dux femina facti.
    • A woman leads the way.
    • Line 364 (tr. Dryden).
  • Quis fallere possit amantem?
    • Who can deceive a lover?
    • Line 296.

 

Self-portrait in 1865

Today is the birthday of Jacques Joseph Tissot (Nantes; 15 October 1836 – 8 August 1902 Doubs), Anglicized as James Tissot; painter and illustrator.  He was a successful painter of Paris society before moving to London in 1871.  He became famous as a genre painter of fashionably dressed women shown in various scenes of everyday life.

In 1875-6, Tissot met Kathleen Newton, a divorcee who became the painter’s companion and frequent model.  He composed an etching of her in 1876 entitled Portrait of Mrs N., more commonly titled La frileuse.  She moved into Tissot’s household in St. John’s Wood in 1876 and lived with him until her death in the late stages of consumption in 1882. Tissot frequently referred to these years with Newton as the happiest of his life, a time when he was able to live out his dream of a family life.

Gallery 

The Circle of the Rue Royale, a scene in Paris seen from the balcony of the Hôtel de Coislin overlooking the Place de la Concorde. 

Portrait of James Tissot by Edgar Degas, c.1866-67 

Still on Top, 1873 

On the Thames, 1882

Moses, watercolor circa 1896–1902

Tissot in 1898 (detail of a self-portrait on silk). 

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 14 October – covered – art by Adolphe Monticelli – birth of Katherine Mansfield – verse by e e cummings

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag dedicated to his muse.  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

or if it be your wish to open me, yes, i
and my routine will acquiesce, willin’ly
as the heart of the matter flowers
the touch carefully over each other;
all we now perceive in this world comes,
the intensity, whose texture compels us
with the colour of where we can only be

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for whatever we lost
it is ourselves we found
wholly to be
the pulse
quickens,
and approves,
these kisses
are the best reason
thicker than forgotten
and more, it cannot fade
measureless, livin’ complete
it is fate, on now we stand
this is the whole
and more than all

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it was late when we got home
and you were sleepin’ soundly
so i decided to carry you to bed

i shushed your mild protest
when you woke and realized
what i was doin’

i helped you undress
and get into bed
and then i quickly
undressed and climbed
in beside you

i kissed you
and held you close
and told you,
over and over,
how much you mean
to me until i fell asl……

“I woke to see,
that snow had come
in the night
and covered the ground.
I know how the ground feels,
as you had done the same
for me last night;
covering me first
with the blanket,
then your arm,
then with your kisses,
and with promises.
You have me covered,
in compassion and love,
as completely as the snow
covers the ground.
I pray, it never melts.”

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dull, dark, soundless day
clouds hangin’ low
passin’ alone, on horseback,
found myself, as evenin’ drew on,
within view of melancholy

with me,
not a purpose
but a passion
held in reverence

do nothin’, you and i,
but lie under the big sky
and watch the cloud-sails
move along the mesas,
and dream and dream

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A correspondence…

Dear Muse, Two poems for you by e e cummings.  I hope you enjoy!

i carry your heart with me
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go, my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)

……

since feeling is first
since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;

wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world

my blood approves,
and kisses are better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don’t cry
—the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids’ flutter which says

we are for each other: then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life’s not a paragraph

And death i think is no parenthesis

……

my dearest Mac,

again, you leave me speechless

(which is like the Cheshire Cat being without stripes or smiles)

thank you!  M

Dear Muse,

I love the second one, “since feeling is first”.  It is my new all-time favorite poem.  I may have to commit it to memory.  How great is the part, “we are for each other: then laugh, leaning back in my arms for life’s not a paragraph”   I know I am gonna commit that to memory.  I have another e. e. cumming’s poem in my repertoire that is very sensual.  It took my breath away.  Think you might be up for that?

Mac

Mac,

am i up for having my breath taken away?

pu-lease!

bring it 🙂

M

Dear Muse,

Well that is what I thought; forgive me askin’.  Next time I will go with my instincts.  The lady’s wish……

i like my body

i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite a new thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones, and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which I will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz
of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh…And eyes big love-crumbs,and possibly i like the thrill
of under me you quite so new

 

Adolphe_MonticelliToday is the birthday of Adolphe Joseph Thomas Monticelli (Marseille; October 14, 1824 – June 29, 1886 Marseille); painter of the generation preceding the Impressionists.

Gallery

dames élégantes dans une clairière forestière

dames élégantes dans une clairière forestière

Still life with Sardines and Sea Urchins, 1880–1882, Dallas Museum of Art

 

A Painter at Work on a House Wall, 1875, Städel
 

katherinemansfieldToday is the birthday of Katherine Mansfield (Kathleen Mansfield Murry (née Beauchamp; Wellington, New Zealand 14 October 1888 – 9 January 1923 Fontainebleau, France); modernist writer. She wrote short stories and poetry. Mansfield was diagnosed with pulmonary tuberculosis in 1917 and she died aged 34.  She was the daughter of a successful businessman who sent her away to school in England. At 18, her parents brought her back to New Zealand, and she found that she no longer had anything in common with her family.

She became one of the wildest bohemians in New Zealand. She had affairs with men and women, lived with Aborigines, and published scandalous stories. She moved back to London and lived in the bohemian scene there. she became a friend of D. H. Lawrence, Virginia Woolf, Lady Ottoline Morrell and others in the orbit of the Bloomsbury Group. At one point, she married a man she barely knew and left him before the wedding night was over because she couldn’t stand the pink bedspread.

She didn’t begin to write the stories that made her famous until her younger brother came to see her in 1915. They had long talks, reminiscing about growing up in New Zealand. He left that fall for World War I and was killed two months later. She was devastated by his death, and she wrote a series of short stories about her childhood, including “The Garden Party,” which many critics consider to be her masterpiece.

She said;

Why be given a body if you have to keep it shut up in a case like a rare fiddle?

If only one could tell true love from false love as one can tell mushrooms from toadstools. With mushrooms it is so simple — you salt them well, put them aside and have patience. But with love, you have no sooner lighted on anything that bears even the remotest resemblance to it than you are perfectly certain it is not only a genuine specimen, but perhaps the only genuine mushroom ungathered.

  • “Love and Mushrooms,” journal entry (1917), published in More Extracts from a Journal, ed. J. Middleton Murry, in The Adelphi (1923), p. 1068
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The Lovers’ Chronicle 13 October – play a tune – art by Mariotto Albertinelli & Allan Ramsay

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag dedicated to his muse.  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

movin’ through the moments
since we were brought together
the vision becomin’ clearer
for here, as nowhere else,
seein’ the journey for what
it was, the entire picture,
sit closer, can you see
throw the light of mornin’
on the forgotten longin’
let us believe once again

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somewhere i have not been
beyond anything i have seen,
your eyes have their way
your gestures enclose me,
whether near or from afar
your slightest look, easily
will unclose me though i have
closed myself as fingers in a fist
touchin’, if it be our wish
to open beautifully

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sortin’ through the moments
makin’ amends for wasted verse
some voices remain elusive
a murmur beneath the surface

for here, as nowhere else,
brought together at the end
seein’ the greetin’s and farewells
the entire vision of as is

throw the light of mornin’
on the forgotten longin’

play a tune of unbroken spirit
hear the voices awaken
the forgotten longin’,

play a tune of once again
of remembered touch,
not from faded dreams,
nor ghosts of regrets

play a tune
of what could be

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movin’ through the moments
makin’ amends for wasted time
but the voices remain elusive
a murmur below the immense sky

for here, as nowhere else,
brought together at the end
of the journey
seein’ the greetin’s and farewells
the entire picture of destiny

throw the light of mornin’
on the forgotten longin’
let us see Venice
on an average evenin’

play us a tune of unbroken spirit
hear the sound of the voices waken
the forgotten longin’, let us hear
the sounds again unchanged by time

play us a tune of an unbroken spirit,
not echoes of forgotten time,
not from old broken strings,
nor ghosts of faded dreams

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Today is the birthday of Mariotto Albertinelli, in full Mariotto di Bigio di Bindo Albertinelli (Florence; 13 October 1474 – 5 November 1515); High Renaissance painter of the Florentine school.  He was a close friend and collaborator of Fra Bartolomeo and their joint works appear as if they have been painted by one hand.

Gallery

Visitazione Uffizi

Visitazione Uffizi

 

Madonna and Child with Saints

 

Creation and Fall of Man
Allan Ramsay
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Allan Ramsay, self-portrait, c.1737–9
(National Portrait Gallery)

Today is the birthday of Allan Ramsay (Edinburgh; 13 October 1713 – 10 August 1784 Dover, Kent, England) portrait-painter.

In 1739 he married his first wife, Anne Bayne.  Anne died on 4 February 1743.

One of his drawing pupils was Margaret Lindsay.  He later eloped with her and on 1 March 1752 they married in the Canongate Kirk, Edinburgh; her father never forgave her for marrying an artist.  Ramsay and his new wife spent 1754–1757 together in Italy, going to Rome, Florence, Naples and Tivoli, researching, painting and drawing old masters, antiquities and archaeological sites.

Gallery

« Miss Craigie » (1741)

« Miss Craigie » (1741)

Portrait of George III, circa 1762

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 12 October – from afar – verse by Eugenio Montale

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag dedicated to his muse.  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

mactagfromafarcome, to me
now desire will be
in waitin’, intensified
you ask if everything
is this way, in this vision
whether in the hour at hand,
or in the sighs that follow,
all will be fulfilled
yes, let us spend in time;
you, my words, ensure
we will see and feel
all we will need

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because it is poetry
if the night i dream of bein’
the vision is thick around us
the moonlight lays on the ground
a blanket on which we walk, the sand
clings to our feet and no more no one
is to blame, and away we are into what
will be, leavin’ farewell, from afar, as it is

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mactaglivinbycandlelightfrom afar
i am with you

because it is
in the dream night
turn around
there you are

snuggle close
this bed is so cold

the candlelight
in your hair

warmth at last
as sleep comes

last thoughts
with you

for you
when you awake

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the totem spins…

i called her
she did not hang up
but there was silence
i asked, how are you
“What do you think?!”
i had that comin’

the totem spins…

after an absence
we are still each other
wave on wave of memories
ebb and flow of time
when we were not apart

wave on wave of visions of you
washin’ over and over
and i feel myself… i feel again

the totem spins…

pullin’ you close
puttin’ my arms
around you
you have beat me;
how can i fight this
your smile answers

the totem spins…

sippin’ absinthe
playin’ like i am Goya
spreadin’ madness
all over the wall
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Eugenio Montale
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Today is the birthday of Eugenio Montale (Genoa; 12 October 1896 – 12 September 1981 Milan); poet, prose writer, editor and translator, and recipient of the 1975 Nobel Prize in Literature.  In my opinion, the greatest Italian lyric poet since Giacomo Leopardi.

Versi

  • Amo l’atletica perché è poesia | se la notte sogno, | sogno di essere un maratoneta.
  • Folta la nuvola bianca delle falene impazzite | turbina intorno agli scialbi fanali e sulle spallette, | stende a terra una coltre su cui scricchia | come su zucchero il piede […] | e l’acqua seguita a rodere | le sponde e più nessuno è incolpevole. (da La primavera hitleriana, in La bufera e altro)
  • Il genio purtroppo non parla | per bocca sua. | Il genio lascia qualche traccia di zampetta | come la lepre sulla neve. (da Il genio, in Satura)

 

Le occasioni

  • Lontano, ero con te quando tuo padre | entrò nell’ombra e ti lasciò il suo addio. (da Lontano, ero con te)
  • Non so come stremata tu resisti | in questo lago | d’indifferenza ch’è il tuo cuore; forse | ti salva un amuleto che tu tieni | vicino alla matita delle labbra, | al piumino, alla lima: un topo bianco, | d’avorio; e così esisti! (da Dora Markus, 1928-1939)
  • Dalla Torre cade un suono di bronzo: | la sfilata prosegue fra tamburi che ribattono | a gloria di contrade. (da Palio)
  • Tu non ricordi la casa dei doganieri | sul rialzo a strapiombo sulla scogliera: | desolata t’attende dalla sera | in cui v’entrò lo sciame dei tuoi pensieri | e vi sostò irrequieto. (da La Casa Dei Doganieri)
  • Occorrono troppe vite per farne una. (da L’estate)

Ossi di seppia

  • Torna l’avvenimento | del sole e le diffuse | voci, i consueti strepiti non porta. (da Quasi una fantasia)
  • Spesso il male di vivere ho incontrato: | era il rivo strozzato che gorgoglia, | era l’incartocciarsi della foglia | riarsa, era il cavallo stramazzato. (da Spesso il male di vivere ho incontrato)
  • Ascoltami, i poeti laureati | si muovono soltanto fra le piante | dai nomi poco usati. (da I limoni)
  • Riviere, | bastano pochi stocchi d’erbaspada | penduli da un ciglione | sul delirio del mare. (da Riviere)
  • Non chiederci la parola che squadri da ogni lato | l’animo nostro informe, e a lettere di fuoco | lo dichiari e risplenda come un croco | perduto in mezzo a un polveroso prato. | Ah l’uomo che se na va sicuro, | agli altri ed a se stesso amico, | e l’ombra sua non cura che la canicola | stampa sopra a uno scalcinato muro! (da Non chiederci la parola, 1925)
  • Felicità raggiunta, si cammina | per te sul fil di lama. | Agli occhi sei barlume che vacilla, | al piede, teso ghiaccio che s’incrina; | e dunque non ti tocchi chi più t’ama. (da Felicità raggiunta, 1925)
  • Forse un mattino andando in un’aria di vetro, | arida, rivolgendomi, vedrò compirsi il miracolo: | il nulla alle mie spalle, il vuoto dietro | di me, con un terrore di ubriaco. (da Forse un mattino andando, 1925)
  • Va’, per te l’ho pregato, – ora la sete | mi sarà lieve, meno acre la ruggine […] (da In limine, 1920-1927)
  • Ma in attendere è gioia più compita. (da Gloria del disteso mezzogiorno)
  • Tu chiedi se così tutto vanisce | in questa poca nebbia di memorie; | se nell’ora che torpe o nel sospiro | del frangente si compie ogni destino. | Vorrei dirti di no, che ti s’appressa | l’ora che passerai di la dal tempo; | forse solo chi vuole s’infinita, | e questo tu potrai, chissà, non io. (da Casa sul mare)
  • Voi, mie parole, tradite invano il morso | secreto, il vento nel cuore soffia. | La più vera ragione è di chi tace. (da So l’ora)
  • Upupa, ilare uccello calunniato | dai poeti, che roti la tua cresta | sopra l’aereo stollo del pollaio | e come un finto gallo giri al vento; | nunzio primaverile, upupa, come | per te il tempo s’arresta, | non muore più il Febbraio, | come tutto di fuori si protende | al muover del tuo capo, | aligero folletto, e tu lo ignori. (da Upupa, ilare uccello calunniato)

Xenia II

  • Ho sceso, dandoti il braccio almeno un milione di scale | e ora che non ci sei è il vuoto ad ogni gradino. (da Ho sceso, 1967)
  • Il mio dura tuttora, né più mi occorrono | le coincidenze, le prenotazioni, | le trappole, gli scorni di chi crede | che la realtà sia quella che si vede. (da Ho sceso, 1967)

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 11 October – closin’ in – birth of François Mauriac – art by George Ault

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag dedicated to his muse.  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

seeker
follow no path
all paths lead here
you know by whom (reader/lover) the gift
is without until:
…was and shall be this only (a dream of not
bein’ without)
it is so damn wonderful bein’ here—
…makin’ you feel
…again
(imagine)
us
because it is
closin’ in

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desert scene
only what can be devoured
survivin’ the dark blows
courageous, seein’ what comes
from the persuasion of misery
we did not know that it was,
in the fullest lives, always known
around the hour, awaits us, stops,
contemplation delivers
what is inaccessible
cannot be sacrificed

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The Road to You

The Road to You

i tried
i really did
well
kinda,
sorta

more than convinced,
this will be the way

“But you will be alone.”
i have been alone before
and i will be fine

how was i to know
the answers
could only be found
down the trail
less traveled

what is inaccessible
need not be discussed

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the reason why,
workin’ and livin’
and havin’ this vision
the only way forward,
the only reward cared about
without which there is nothin’

mornin’ movin’ like a tide
light swimmin’ faintly about
the hem of darkness,
the edges sketched
upon the Mesas

seein’ your own face
starin’ back at you
from the shadows;
a dream,
when he who comes as mourner,
finds himself the mourned

admit the need,
entangled in your limbs,
i have never admitted
my pretendin’ and posturin’,
nothin’ but bluffin’,
nothin’ but coquetry

i long for you,
and yet i cannot deny
what my better self knows

therefore i turn my back
and ride away
those questionin’ eyes
fixed upon me
what can they do but haunt me
as empty night closes in

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François Mauriac
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François Mauriac in 1932

Today is the birthday of François Charles Mauriac (Bordeaux; 11 October 1885 – 1 September 1970 Paris); novelist, dramatist, critic, poet, and journalist, a member of the Académie française (from 1933), and laureate of the Nobel Prize in Literature (1952). He was awarded the Grand Cross of the Légion d’honneur in 1958.

Le Désert de l’amour, 1925

« Je n’aime que ce qui se dévore »

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. I, p. 9 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

En amour, le gibier longtemps pullule, mais la petite troupe de ceux qui ont commencé avec nous de vivre, se réduit chaque année. Les survivants aux coups sombres de la guerre, qu’ils fussent enlisés dans le mariage, ou déformés par le métier, Courrèges, leur voyant le poil grison, cette bedaine, ce crâne, les haïssait d’avoir son âge ; il les accusait d’être les assassins de leur jeunesse et, avant qu’elle les renonçât, de la trahir.

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. I, p. 9 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

[…] la défaite d’un adolescent vient de ce qu’il se laisse persuader de sa misère.

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. III, p. 40 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

[…] elle ne savait pas que l’amour, dans les vies les plus pleines, sait toujours se creuser sa place ; qu’un homme d’État surmené, autour de l’heure où sa maîtresse l’attend, arrête le monde. Cette ignorance l’empêchait de souffrir.

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. III, p. 42 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

[…] la contemplation délivre […].

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. IV, p. 62 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

[…] ce qui est inaccessible ne vaut pas qu’on s’y sacrifie.

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. V, p. 87 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

Ah ! l’importunité de ces êtres, à qui notre cœur ne s’intéresse pas et qui nous ont choisis, et que nous n’avons pas choisis ! – si extérieurs à nous, dont nous ne désirons rien savoir, dont la mort nous serait aussi indifférente que la vie… et pourtant ce sont ceux-là qui remplissent notre existence.

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. V, p. 97 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

L’homme et la femme, aussi éloignés qu’ils puissent être l’un de l’autre, se rejoignent dans une étreinte. Et même une mère peut attirer la tête de son grand fils et baiser ses cheveux ; mais le père, lui, ne peut rien, hors le geste que fit le docteur Courrèges posant la main sur l’épaule de Raymond, qui tressaillit et se retourna. Le père déroba ses yeux et demanda :
« Pleut-il encore ? »

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. V, p. 105 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

   C’est la grand misère des femmes que rien ne les détourne de l’obscur ennemi qui les ronge.

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. VII, p. 135 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

On ne pense jamais que ce sont les passions des pères qui le plus souvent les séparent de leurs fils.

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. VII, p. 139 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

Un bouquin bouleverse la vie d’un homme quelquefois, et encore ! ça se dit… mais d’une femme ? Allons donc ! Nous ne sommes jamais troublés profondément que par ce qui vit – que par ce qui est sang et chair. Un bouquin ?

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. VII, p. 141 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

Au plus brûlant d’une passion, nos gestes d’instinct la dissimulent ; mais lorsque nous avons renoncé à sa joie, que nous acceptons une faim et une soif éternelles, c’est bien le moins, songeons-nous, de ne plus nous exténuer à donner le change.

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. X, p. 191 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

Au seuil de notre jeunesse, les jeux sont faits, rien ne va plus ; peut-être sont-ils faits depuis l’enfance : telle inclination, enfouie dans notre chair avant qu’elle fût née, a grandi comme nous, s’est combinée avec la pureté de notre adolescence, et, lorsque nous avons atteint l’âge d’homme, a fleuri brusquement sa monstrueuse fleur.

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), chap. XI, p. 215 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

« Tu ne saurais croire comme il fait bon vivre au plus épais d’une famille… mais oui ! On porte sur soi les mille soucis des autres ; ces milles piqûres attirent le sang à la peau, tu comprends ? Elles nous détournent de notre plaie secrète, de notre profonde plaie intérieure ; elles nous deviennent indispensables… […] »

  • Le Désert de l’amour, François Mauriac, éd. LGF, 1989 (ISBN 2-253-01234-3), p. 237 (voir la fiche de référence de l’œuvre)

Today is the birthday of George Ault (George Copeland Ault; October 11, 1891 Cleveland, Ohio – December 30, 1948 Woodstock, New York); painter. He was loosely grouped with the Precisionist movement and, though influenced by Cubism and Surrealism, his most lasting work is of a realist nature.

Ault was born into a wealthy family and spent his youth in London, England, where he studied at the Slade School of Art and St John’s Wood School of Art. Returning to the United States in 1911, he spent the rest of his life in New York and New Jersey. His personal life henceforth was troubled. He became alcoholic during the 1920s, after the death of his mother in a mental institution.  Each of his three brothers committed suicide, two after the loss of the family fortune in the 1929 stock market crash.

Although he had exhibited his works with some success, by the early 1930s his neurotic behavior and reclusiveness had alienated him from the gallery world.  In 1937, Ault moved to Woodstock, New York with Louise Jonas, who would become his second wife, and tried to put his difficulties in the past. In Woodstock the couple lived a penurious existence in a small rented cottage that had no electricity or indoor plumbing.  Depending on Louise for income, Ault created some of his finest paintings during this time, but had difficulty selling them.  In 1948, Ault was discovered dead five days after drowning in the Sawkill Brook on December 30, when he had taken a solitary walk in stormy and dark weather. The death was deemed a suicide by the coroner.  In his lifetime, his works were displayed at the Whitney Museum of American Art and the Addison Gallery of American Art (in Andover, Massachusetts), among others.

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Nude and torso 1945

Nude and torso 1945

 

The Stairway 1921

The Stairway 1921

 

Bright Light at Russell's Corners (1946)

Bright Light at Russell’s Corners (1946)

 

New Moon, New York

New Moon, New York

 

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 10 October – wild night – Death of Edith Piaf – art by Maurice Prendergast

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag dedicated to his muse.  Who has appeared in your life?  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

yes, absolutely
what has been done
what is to come
yes, we remember
renewed feelin’s
light the fire,
our pleasures,
we need this
swept up,
and all that follows,
swept up,
the refrain
throw each other
into beginnin’
yes, absolutely,
i believe
because today,
starts with you

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desert scene
you cannot believe
how good it is to live
in the thickness of this
of course, one carries upon
oneself the imprint of visions
that divert us from our wounds,
and become indispensable to us
on the threshold of renewal
perhaps such inclination
blossoms in our flesh

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perhaps,
livin’ at the edge
is the only way
to understand

but if you do,
make dang sure
you study and observe
everything along the way
so you can write about it

all i have goin’ for me,
really, i did a good job
of pokin’ and proddin’
all of the feelin’s
felt in the aftermath
of one crash and burn
love affair after another

obviously, still fueled,
sortin’ through the debris
and will be for awhile

one of the reasons why
as is, is all there will be

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ridin’ up the canyon,
twilight gathers
night enfolds the pass
sky darkens; stars begin
to show; unsaddle,
make camp,
whiskey by the fire

as is
a consequence

out of joy, sorrow born
memory of past bliss,
anguish of today
ecstasies
that might have been

the night’s wildness,
loneliness, silence,
darkness, and trains
of radiant stars

sleep comes with an ache

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bottle of whiskey, by the fire,
composed to await sleep
night on the High Plains
most satisfyin’

A day in history note for you and a song.

Édith_Piaf_914-6440On this day in 1963, French singer and cultural icon Édith Piaf died at her villa on the French Riviera.  The song, “Non, je ne regrette rien” is featured extensively in one of my favorite movies, Christopher Nolan’s 2010 film Inception.  In the movie, the extraction agents who infiltrate dreams use the song as a signal to warn their companions that they are about to be woken up.  The film stars Marion Cotillard, who portrayed Piaf in the film, La Vie En Rose.  Here are the lyrics of the day:

Non, je ne regrette rien

Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
Ni le bien qu’on m’a fait
Ni le mal; tout ça m’est bien égal !

Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
C’est payé, balayé, oublié
Je me fous du passé !

Avec mes souvenirs
J’ai allumé le feu
Mes chagrins, mes plaisirs
Je n’ai plus besoin d’eux !

Balayées les amours
Et tous leurs trémolos
Balayés pour toujours
Je repars à zéro

Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
Ni le bien qu’on m’a fait
Ni le mal; tout ça m’est bien égal !

Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
Car ma vie, car mes joies
Aujourd’hui, ça commence avec toi

No, I regret nothing

No, absolutely nothing
No, I regret nothing
Neither the good that’s been done to me,
Nor the bad; it is all the same!

No, absolutely nothing,
No, I regret nothing.
It is paid for, swept up, forgotten
I don’t give a damn about the past!

With my memories
I lit up the fire.
My shame, my pleasures,
I no longer need them.

Swept up love affairs,
And all of their faltering,
Swept up forever,
I start again from scratch

No, absolutely nothing
No, I regret nothing.
Neither the good that has been done to me,
Nor the bad; it is all the same

No, absolutely nothing,
No, I regret nothing.
Because my life, because my joy,
Today, starts with you.

The song of the day is Piaf’s version of “Non, je ne regrette rien”.

My life, my joy, started with you.  Without you, there is no joy.

 

Maurice Prendergast
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Prendergast in 1913, photo by Gertrude Käsebier

Today is the  birthday of Maurice Brazil Prendergast (St. John’s, Newfoundland and Labrador; October 10, 1858 – February 1, 1924); Post-Impressionist artist who worked in oil, watercolor, and monotype.  He exhibited as a member of The Eight, though the delicacy of his compositions and mosaic-like beauty of his style differed from the artistic intentions and philosophy of the group.

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Sunny Day at the Beach 

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 9 October – with you – birth of Giuseppe Verdi – art by Nicholas Roerich & Simeon Solomon

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag dedicated to his muse.  Who do you feel safe with?  Who feels safe with you?  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

one day, you,
appeared,
and ever since,
in wonder
i lived through verse,
a pulse, mysterious
in constant search
and i found this truth,
and all i have to offer
i know how to feel
how to tune in
to the depths
of emotions
now this,
with you
shall we have it all

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everything spent,
reason, pride,
up to the tears
so look forward to this
creative flow unabated
honest self expression
trust tellin’ you things
i have never told
we cannot stop ourselves
i shall be here awaitin’
the paths we travel
to find and feel
safe in us

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then one day,
there you were
like magic

or was it
luck or fate

whichever,
does not matter
just glad you appeared

i was already
well into forgettin’
how to feel by then

you know how Leonard wrote,
“there is a crack in everything,
that is how the light gets in”

well, nailed the cracked part
but it had been a long time
since i had been anywhere
near any light

until that day

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have you ever spent
everything,
reason, your pride,
all of your tears

“Did you know
I so look forward
to your notes?
Here is a new favorite
song line;
‘we didn’t want
to stop ourselves’.”

good, cuz i love sendin’ ’em
and love the song line,
cuz we did not
i just finished writin’,
safe with you

“Your self expression
is unabated and honest.
There are many thoughts
that I stop mid stream.”

you know your thoughts
are safe with me
“In all things
I feel safe with you.”

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Safe with You

Muse, Song line of the day from the song Per Amore, as sung by Andrea Bocelli –

Per amore,
hai mai speso tutto quanto,
la ragione,
il tuo orgoglio fino al pianto?

For love,
have you ever spent everything,
reason,
your pride, up to the tears?

A conversation…

Mac,  did you know that i so look forward to your notes?  seem to be craving a Bellini !!!  new favorite line from a song – ” …. we didn’t want to stop ourselves …” from Body Surge by The Great Fiction
Muse

Muse,  Oh thank heavens because I so enjoy sendin’ ’em.  And the creative flow continues unabated.  I jotted notes yesterday on what will become, “She’s Not You.”  I will have one of those Bellinis if you please!  Love the song line.  I shall be here ever patiently awaitin’ your return.

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Mac,  whoa!! somebody’s creativity and self expression are unabated and honest.  you are brave my Mac!  there are many thoughts that I stop mid stream.
you don’t seem to be saddled with self censorship!
Muse

Muse,  Well, I trust you.  I have told you things I have never told anyone.  I am realizin’ that there is a rich vein of material to be mined from my trials and tribulations.  I must take advantage of that.
Mac Tag

Mac, the paths we travel to find, and keep, happiness!  by the way, you inspired me to start reading for fun again.  Two pages a day is the goal.  Lady Chatterly’s Lover is my current choice.
Muse
Muse,  I feel honored!  Great choice to start with!  I was thinkin’ about your self censorship comment: You know your thoughts are safe with me.
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Mac, in all things, I feel safe with you.

Muse

giuseppeVerdi-photo-BrogiToday is the anniversary of the birth of Giuseppe Verdi (1813) In his honour, and yours, here is “Un dì, felice, eterea” (One day, you, happy, ethereal) a duet from the first act of La Traviata.  It is sung by the male and female protagonists of the opera, Alfredo (a tenor) and Violetta (a soprano).  The main melody of the duet, which is famous in its own right, is also an important musical theme throughout the opera.  It is also notable for bein’ one of the songs heard in the film Pretty Woman.

Original Italian
English Translation
Alfredo:

Un dì, felice, eterea,
Mi balenaste innante,
E da quel dì tremante
Vissi d’ignoto amor.
Di quell’amor ch’è palpito
Dell’universo, Dell’universo intero,
Misterioso, altero,
Croce e delizia cor.
Misterioso, Misterioso altero,
Croce e delizia al cor.

Violetta:

Ah, se ciò è ver, fuggitemi,
Solo amistade io v’offro:
Amar non so, nè soffro
Un così eroico amor.
Io sono franca, ingenua;
Altra cercar dovete;
Non arduo troverete
Dimenticarmi allor.

Alfredo:

One day, you, happy, ethereal,
appeared in front of me,
and ever since, trembling,
I lived from unknown love.
That love that is the
pulse of the universe, the whole universe,
Mysterious, proud,
torture and delight to the heart.
Mysterious, mysterious and proud,
torture and delight to the heart.

Violetta:

If that is true, forget me.
Friendship is all I can offer.
I do not know how to love.
I could not feel so great an emotion..
I am being honest with you, sincere.
You should find somebody else.
Then you would not find it hard
to forget me.

The Song of the Day is “Un dì, felice, eterea” as performed by Giuseppe di Stefano and Maria Callas.

I will never forget the day you appeared in front of me, happy, ethereal.

Nicholas Roerich
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Today is the birthday of Nicholas Roerich (Saint Petersburg; October 9, 1874 – December 13, 1947 Naggar, Himachal Pradesh, India) – known also as Nikolai Konstantinovich Rerikh; painter, writer, archaeologist, theosophist, and philosopher.  He was interested in hypnosis and other spiritual practices and his paintings are said to have hypnotic expression.

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"Language of bird" 1920

“Language of bird” 1920

Guests from Overseas, 1901 (Varangians in Rus’)

Roerich. 1916 

Roerich’s family (Kullu valley, India) 

Jawaharlal Nehru, Indira Gandhi, Nicholas Roerich, and Mohammad Yunus. (Roerich’s estate, Kullu). 

Altai. Peaks and passes named in honor of the Roerich family. 

A photograph by David Wilkie Wynfield of Solomon in oriental costume.

Today is the birthday of Simeon Solomon (London; 9 October 1840 – 14 August 1905); Pre-Raphaelite painter noted for his depictions of Jewish life and same-sex desire.

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Toilet Roman lady

Toilet Roman lady

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 8 October – carin’ – art by Max Slevogt & Hans Heysen – verse by Marina Tsvetaeva

Dear Zazie,  I just now found the note you left sayin’ you were sick.  Well I care and I hope you are feelin’ better!  And Mac Tag is usin’ carin’ as the theme for today’s Lovers’ Chronicle.  Follow us on twitter @cowboycoleridge.  Who do you care about?  Who cares about you?  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

amidst the memories, widely dispersed
and some never shared with anyone,
the verse comes, it cannot wait
as i write, you grab me
my hand will not fail
movin’ across the page
as you would have it
we are sure to end up here,
my ardent reader/lover
feelin’, listenin’, engagin’

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i know the answer
gave up all the others
no need to struggle,
look, it is nearly night
what do you speak of,
poets and lovers
to know and to hide
to know about the one
you choose yet to hide
till the knowin’
overpowers
the hidin’,
the passion
for the hidden
for the revealed

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i know
and you know

shall we leave
the worst behind
for what it was
and take the trail
that lies ahead
for what it will be

only this matters

there has been
one constant
since that day

through the years
and over distance

even through
other loves
that faded away

because
what was meant to be
has not yet been

because
what began that day
has been waitin’
to be fulfilled

and the time is at hand

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i god Marina
talk about sorrow

got nothin’ on you

wish i coulda known ya
not that i am arrogant
enough to think
i coulda helped

i just know
that those in sorrow
need all the friends they can git

and special thanks
to Zazie, my beautiful
Carolina friend
for sharin’ your sorrow
hope my words helped

not a man of constant sorrow
but of often enough sorrow
to have seen it all
and to realize
there is but one course

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Who Really Cares

Who really cares, you ask
Well I care, so take my hand
Let me release you from the struggle
Let me lead you to the field of dreams
I will keep away the agents of despair
I will keep away thrown together prose

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The Song of the Day is “Who Really Cares” by Powderfinger

portrayed in a 1917 etching by Emil Orlik

portrayed in a 1917 etching
by Emil Orlik

Today is the birthday of Max Slevogt (Landshut, Germany 8 October 1868 – 20 September 1932 Leinsweiler, Bavaria, Germany); Impressionist painter and illustrator, perhaps best known for his landscapes. He was, together with Lovis Corinth and Max Liebermann, one of the foremost representatives in Germany of the plein air style.

He studied at the Munich Academy, and his early paintings are dark in tone, exemplifying the prevailing style in Munich. In 1889 Slevogt visited Paris, where he attended the Académie Julian. In 1896, he drew caricatures for the magazines Simplicissimus and Jugend, and the next year he had his first solo exhibition in Vienna.

Toward the end of the 1890s his palette brightened. He travelled again to Paris in 1900, where he was represented in the German pavilion of the world exhibition with the work Scheherezade, and was greatly impressed by the paintings of Édouard Manet. In 1901 he joined the Berlin Secession.

A trip to Egypt in 1914 resulted in 21 oil paintings in a fresh bright style, as well as numerous watercolors and drawings; on the return journey he stopped off in Italy. In June he acquired the country seat Neukastel. After the outbreak of World War I he was sent as official war painter to the western front. The war experience brought about a search for new style appropriate to the expression of the horrors of war. In the same year he became a member of the Prussian Academy of Arts in Berlin.

He designed scenery for the performance of Mozart’s Don Giovanni in the Dresdner state opera in 1924. His work was part of the painting event in the art competition at the 1928 Summer Olympics.  In 1929 he was given a large 60th birthday exhibition in the Prussian academy of the arts in Berlin. During the last year of his life he worked on the religious mural Golgatha in the peace church in Ludwigshafen on the Rhine. It was destroyed by bombing raids during World War II.

He is buried in the burial place of the family Finkler east of his house, the so-called Slevogthof (with wall paintings) at Neukastel.

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« Danse avec la Mort » (1896)

« Danse avec la Mort » (1896)

Portrait of the Dancer Anna Pavlova

Portrait of the Dancer Anna Pavlova

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by Harold Cazneaux ca. 1935

by Harold Cazneaux ca. 1935

Today is the birthday of Hans Heysen (Hamburg; 8 October 1877 – 2 July 1968 near Hahndorf in the Adelaide Hills, Australia); artist.  He became a household name for his watercolours of monumental Australian gum trees.  Heysen also produced images of men and animals toiling in the Australian bush, as well as groundbreaking depictions of arid landscapes in the Flinders Ranges.  He won the Wynne Prize for landscape painting a record nine times.

Heysen married Selma Bartels (1878–1962) on 15 December 1904.

 

 

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SALLIE (the artist's wife) 1913

SALLIE (the artist’s wife) 1913

Droving into the Light, 1914-21, Art Gallery of South Australia

Droving into the Light, 1914-21, Art Gallery of South Australia

The Way Home 1908

The Way Home 1908

 

Marina Tsvetaeva
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Tsvetaeva in 1925

Today is the birthday of Marina Ivanovna Tsvetaeva (Moscow 8 October – 31 August 1941 Yelabuga, Tatar ASSR, USSR); poet. In my opinion, her verse is among the greatest in twentieth century Russian literature. She lived through and wrote of the Russian Revolution of 1917 and the Moscow famine that followed it. Tsvetaeva left Russia in 1922 and lived with her family in increasing poverty in Paris, Berlin and Prague before returning to Moscow in 1939. Her husband Sergei Efron was arrested on espionage charges in 1941 and executed. Tsvetaeva committed suicide in 1941. As a lyrical poet, her passion and linguistic experimentation mark her as an important chronicler of her times and the depths of the human condition.

Verse

I Know the Truth

I know the truth – give up all other truths!
No need for people anywhere on earth to struggle.
Look – it is evening, look, it is nearly night:
what do you speak of, poets, lovers, generals?

The wind is level now, the earth is wet with dew,
the storm of stars in the sky will turn to quiet.
And soon all of us will sleep under the earth, we
who never let each other sleep above it.

“I know the truth” Tsvetaeva (1915).
Trans. by Elaine Feinstein

 

Amidst the dust of bookshops, wide dispersed
And never purchased there by anyone,
Yet similar to precious wines, my verse can wait
Its time will come.

Trans. Vladimir Nabokov, 1972

 

But as I ran,
Faith herself
Grabbed me by the hair with her heavy hand
(Juvenilia)
We are sure to end up in hell,
O my ardent sisters.
(November 1915, a poem about lawless women)
Their hands I will not sunder,
I would rather
I would rather
Blaze in scorching flames in hell!
(Evening Album)

A single post, a point of rusting
tin in the sky
marks the fated place we
move to, he and I

What is the main thing in love? To know and to hide. To know about the one you love and to hide that you love. At times the hiding (shame) overpowers the knowing (passion). The passion for the hidden – the passion for the revealed.

The House at Old Pimen, ch. 2 (1934).

  • Freedom! A wanton slut on a profligate’s breast!
    • You came out of a severe, well-proportioned church (1917).

There are books so alive that you’re always afraid that while you weren’t reading, the book has gone and changed, has shifted like a river; while you went on living, it went on living too, and like a river moved on and moved away. No one has stepped twice into the same river. But did anyone ever step twice into the same book?

Pushkin and Pugachev (1937)

A deception that elevates us is dearer than a host of low truths.

Pushkin and Pugachev (1937).

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 7 October – hunger – Death of Edgar Allan Poe

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag dedicated to his muse.  Follow us on twitter @cowboycoleridge.  Rhett

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Special 6 October 2020 note; heard the news today that Eddie Van Halen died.  If you have been following TLC, you have seen their songs featured as the song of the day and may have noticed, here and there an influence on the verse.  As it should be, as it shall be.  Because, as is, in The Best of Both Worlds…
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“Something reached out and touched me
Now I know all I want
I want the best of both worlds
Honey I know what it’s worth
If we could have the best of both worlds”

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

i found what i needed
and it was enough to live on
but i knew i had to find
more than words can say,
if i wanted everything
this life could give
then you reached out
and touched me
and now i know
all i want
i know what it is worth
if we tune in to what
this has to offer us

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you remember
when you were at that cafe
drinkin’ coffee and you said
you wished i was there

i was
i am always with you
as you are with me
……

right there
at the surface
a voice,
a reminder,
or a memory

well, you know me
i will not stop
till i have
the right verse
to understand this

not sure
but could be
the beginnin’

is there
some somethin’
missin’

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i god, where to begin
the pain, the hunger
the despair
the nightmares
the dreams

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Edgar Allan Poe
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1849 “Annie” daguerreotype of Poe

Today is the anniversary of the death of Edgar Allan Poe (Boston, Massachusetts; January 19, 1809 – October 7, 1849 Baltimore, Maryland); writer, editor, and literary critic.  Poe is best known for his poetry and short stories, particularly his tales of mystery and the macabre.  In my opinion, he was a central figure of Romanticism in the United States, and he was one of the country’s earliest practitioners of the short story.  Poe is generally considered the inventor of the detective fiction genre and is further credited with contributing to the emerging genre of science fiction.  He was the first well-known American writer to try to earn a living through writing alone, resulting in a financially difficult life and career.

Poe was born in Boston, the second child of two actors.  His father abandoned the family in 1810, and his mother died the following year.  Thus orphaned, the child was taken in by John and Frances Allan of Richmond, Virginia.  They never formally adopted him, but Poe was with them well into young adulthood.  Tension developed later as John Allan and Edgar repeatedly clashed over debts, including those incurred by gambling, and the cost of his secondary education.  Poe attended the University of Virginia for one semester but left due to lack of money.  Poe quarreled with Allan over the funds for his education and enlisted in the Army in 1827 under an assumed name.  It was at this time that his publishing career began with the anonymous collection of poems Tamerlane and Other Poems (1827), credited only to “a Bostonian”.  With the death of Frances Allan in 1829, Poe and Allan reached a temporary rapprochement.  However, Poe later failed as an officer cadet at West Point, declaring a firm wish to be a poet and writer.

Poe switched his focus to prose and spent the next several years working for literary journals and periodicals, becoming known for his own style of literary criticism.  His work forced him to move among several cities, including Baltimore, Philadelphia, and New York City.  In Richmond in 1836, he married Virginia Clemm, his 13-year-old cousin.  In January 1845, Poe published his poem “The Raven” to instant success.  His wife died of tuberculosis two years after its publication.  For years, he had been planning to produce his own journal The Penn (later renamed The Stylus), though he died before it could be produced.  Poe died in Baltimore on October 7, 1849, at age 40; the cause of his death is unknown and has been variously attributed to alcohol, brain congestion, cholera, drugs, heart disease, rabies, suicide, tuberculosis, and other agents.

Poe and his works influenced literature in the United States and around the world.  Poe and his work appear throughout popular culture in literature, music, films, and television.  A number of his homes are dedicated museums today.  The Mystery Writers of America present an annual award known as the Edgar Award for distinguished work in the mystery genre.

 

 In 1835, Poe, then 26, obtained a license to marry his 13-year-old cousin Virginia Clemm. They were married for eleven years until her early death, which may have inspired some of his writing.

One evening in January 1842, Virginia showed the first signs of consumption, now known as tuberculosis, while singing and playing the piano.  Poe described it as breaking a blood vessel in her throat.  She only partially recovered.  Poe began to drink more heavily under the stress of Virginia’s illness. Poe moved to a cottage in Fordham, New York, in what is now the Bronx.  That home is known today as the “Poe Cottage” on the southeast corner of the Grand Concourse and Kingsbridge Road, where he befriended the Jesuits at St. John’s College nearby (now Fordham University).  Virginia died there on January 30, 1847.  Biographers and critics often suggest that Poe’s frequent theme of the “death of a beautiful woman” stems from the repeated loss of women throughout his life, including his wife.

Poe was increasingly unstable after his wife’s death.  He attempted to court poet Sarah Helen Whitman who lived in Providence, Rhode Island.  Their engagement failed, purportedly because of Poe’s drinking and erratic behavior.  Poe then returned to Richmond and resumed a relationship with his childhood sweetheart Sarah Elmira Royster.

Death

Westminster Hall in Baltimore, Maryland (Lat: 39.29027; Long: -76.62333).
On October 3, 1849, Poe was found delirious on the streets of Baltimore, “in great distress, and… in need of immediate assistance”, according to Joseph W. Walker who found him.  He was taken to the Washington Medical College where he died on Sunday, October 7, 1849 at 5:00 in the morning.  Poe was never coherent long enough to explain how he came to be in his dire condition and, oddly, was wearing clothes that were not his own.  He is said to have repeatedly called out the name “Reynolds” on the night before his death, though it is unclear to whom he was referring.  Some sources say that Poe’s final words were “Lord help my poor soul”.  All medical records have been lost, including his death certificate.

Newspapers at the time reported Poe’s death as “congestion of the brain” or “cerebral inflammation”, common euphemisms for deaths from disreputable causes such as alcoholism.  The actual cause of death remains a mystery.  Speculation has included delirium tremens, heart disease, epilepsy, syphilis, meningeal inflammation, cholera, and rabies.  One theory dating from 1872 suggests that cooping was the cause of Poe’s death, a form of electoral fraud in which citizens were forced to vote for a particular candidate, sometimes leading to violence and even murder.

Illustration by French impressionist Édouard Manet for the Stéphane Mallarmé translation of “The Raven”, 1875.

1848 “Ultima Thule” daguerreotype of Poe
For decades, every January 19, a bottle of cognac and three roses were left at Poe’s original grave marker by an unknown visitor affectionately referred to as the “Poe Toaster”.  The Poe Toaster’s last appearance was on January 19, 2009, the day of Poe’s birth bicentennial.

Verse

Gaily bedight,
A gallant knight,
In sunshine and in shadow,
Had journeyed long,
Singing a song,
In search of Eldorado.

  • “Eldorado”, st. 1 (1849).
  • “Over the Mountains
    Of the Moon,
    Down the Valley of the Shadow,
    Ride, boldly ride,”
    The shade replied, —
    “If you seek for Eldorado!”

    • “Eldorado”, st. 4.
  • You are not wrong, who deem
    That my days have been a dream;

    Yet if hope has flown away
    In a night, or in a day,
    In a vision, or in none,
    Is it therefore the less gone?
    All that we see or seem
    Is but a dream within a dream.

    • “A Dream Within a Dream” (1849).
  • O God! Can I not save
    One from the pitiless wave?
    Is all that we see or seem
    But a dream within a dream?

    • “A Dream Within A Dream” (1849).
  • Thank Heaven! the crisis —
    The danger is past,
    And the lingering illness
    Is over at last —
    And the fever called “Living”
    Is conquered at last.

    • “For Annie”, st. 1 (1849).
  • Keeping time, time, time,
    In a sort of Runic rhyme,
    To the tintinnabulation that so musically wells
    From the bells, bells, bells, bells,
    Bells, bells, bells.

    • “The Bells”, st. 1 (1849).
  • Hear the mellow wedding bells
    Golden bells!
    What a world of happiness their harmony foretells
    Through the balmy air of night
    How they ring out their delight!

    • “The Bells”, st. 2 (1849).

The City in the Sea (1831)

  • Lo! Death has reared himself a throne
    In a strange city lying alone
    Far down within the dim West,
    Where the good and the bad and the worst and the best
    Have gone to their eternal rest.

    • St. 1.
  • So blend the turrets and shadows there
    That all seem pendulous in air,
    While from a proud tower in the town
    Death looks gigantically down.

    • St. 2.
  • And when, amid no earthly moans,
    Down, down that town shall settle hence,
    Hell, rising from a thousand thrones,
    Shall do it reverence.

    • St. 5.

The Raven (1844)

  • Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
    Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,

    While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
    As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.

    • Stanza 1.
  • Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December;
    And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.

    • Stanza 2.
  • Sorrow for the lost Lenore —
    For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore —
    Nameless here for evermore.

    • Stanza 2.
  • And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
    Thrilled me — filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before.

    • Stanza 3.
  • Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing,
    Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.

    • Stanza 5.
  • Perched upon a bust of Pallas, just above my chamber door,—
    Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

    • Stanza 7.
  • “Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Nightly shore —
    Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night’s Plutonian shore!”
    Quoth the Raven, “Nevermore.”

    • Stanza 8.
  • “Doubtless,” said I, “what it utters is its only stock and store,
    Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
    Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore.

    • Stanza 11.
“Prophet!” said I, “thing of evil! — prophet still, if bird or devil!”
    • Stanza 15.
  • “Get thee back into the tempest and the Night’s Plutonian shore!
    Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
    Leave my loneliness unbroken! — quit the bust above my door!
    Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!”
    Quoth the Raven, “Nevermore.”

    • Stanza 17.
  • And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
    On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door.

    • Stanza 18.
  • And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
    Shall be lifted — nevermore!

    • Stanza 18.

Ulalume (1847)

  • The skies they were ashen and sober;
    The leaves they were crisped and sere —
    The leaves they were withering and sere;
    It was night in the lonesome October
    Of my most immemorial year.

    • St. 1.
  • Here once, through an alley Titanic,
    Of cypress, I roamed with my Soul —
    Of cypress, with Psyche, my Soul.

    • St. 2.
  • Thus I pacified Psyche and kissed her,
    And tempted her out of her gloom.

    • St. 8.

Annabel Lee (1849)

It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee; —

And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.
    • St. 1.
  • I was a child and she was a child,
    In this kingdom by the sea,
    But we loved with a love that was more than love —
    I and my Annabel Lee —

    With a love that the wingèd seraphs of Heaven
    Coveted her and me.

    • St. 2.
  • But our love it was stronger by far than the love
    Of those who were older than we —
    Of many far wiser than we —
    And neither the angels in Heaven above
    Nor the demons down under the sea
    Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
    Of the beautiful Annabel Lee

    • St. 5.
  • In her sepulcher there by the sea —
    In her tomb by the sounding sea.

    • St. 6.

A dark unfathom’d tide
Of interminable pride —
A mystery, and a dream,
Should my early life seem.

  • “Imitation”, Tamerlane and Other Poems (1827).
  • O, human love! thou spirit given,
    On Earth, of all we hope in Heaven!

    • “Tamerlane”, l. 177 (1827).
  • The happiest day — the happiest hour
    My sear’d and blighted heart hath known,
    The highest hope of pride and power,
    I feel hath flown.

    • “The Happiest Day”, st. 1 (1827).
  • Sound loves to revel in a summer night.
    • Al Aaraaf (1829).
  • Years of love have been forgot
    In the hatred of a minute.

    • To M——— (1829), reported in Bartlett’s Familiar Quotations, 10th ed. (1919).
  • From childhood’s hour I have not been
    As others were — I have not seen
    As others saw —
    I could not bring
    My passions from a common spring —
    From the same source I have not taken
    My sorrow — I could not awaken
    My heart to joy at the same tone —
    And all I lov’d — I lov’d alone —

    • “Alone”, l. 1-8 (written 1829, published 1875).
  • And the cloud that took the form
    (When the rest of Heaven was blue)
    Of a demon in my view.

    • “Alone”, l. 20-22.
  • Hast thou not torn the Naiad from her flood,
    The Elfin from the green grass, and from me
    The summer dream beneath the tamarind tree?

    • “Sonnet. To Science”, l. 12-14 (1829).
  • Helen, thy beauty is to me
    Like those Nicean barks of yore,
    That gently, o’er a perfumed sea,
    The weary, wayworn wanderer bore
    To his own native shore.On desperate seas long wont to roam,
    Thy hyacinth hair, thy classic face,
    Thy Naiad airs have brought me home
    To the glory that was Greece
    And the grandeur that was Rome.

    • “To Helen”, st. 1-2 (1831).
  • Yes, Heaven is thine; but this
    Is a world of sweets and sours;
    Our flowers are merely—flowers.

    • “Israfel”, st. 7 (1831).
  • If I could dwell
    Where Israfel
    Hath dwelt, and he where I,
    He might not sing so wildly well
    A mortal melody,
    While a bolder note than this might swell
    From my lyre within the sky.

    • “Israfel”, st. 8 (1831).
  • Come! let the burial rite be read — the funeral song be sung! —
    An anthem for the queenliest dead that ever died so young —
    A dirge for her the doubly dead in that she died so young.

    • “Lenore”, st. 1 (1831).
  • Vastness! and Age! and Memories of Eld!
    Silence! and Desolation! and dim Night!
    I feel ye now — I feel ye in your strength.

    • “The Coliseum”, st. 2 (1833).
  • Thou wast that all to me, love,
    For which my soul did pine —

    A green isle in the sea, love,
    A fountain and a shrine,
    All wreathed with fairy fruits and flowers,
    And all the flowers were mine.

    • “To One in Paradise”, st. 1 (1834).
  • And all my days are trances,
    And all my nightly dreams
    Are where thy grey eye glances,
    And where thy footstep gleams —
    In what ethereal dances,
    By what eternal streams.

    • “To One In Paradise”, st. 4; variants of this verse read “where thy dark eye glances”.
  • In the greenest of our valleys
    By good angels tenanted,
    Once a fair and stately palace —
    Radiant palace — reared its head.

    • “The Haunted Palace” (1839), st. 1.
  • This—all this—was in the olden
    Time long ago.

    • “The Haunted Palace” (1839), st. 2.
  • While, like a ghastly rapid river,
    Through the pale door
    A hideous throng rush out forever
    And laugh — but smile no more.

    • “The Haunted Palace” (1839), st. 5.

While the angels, all pallid and wan,
Uprising, unveiling, affirm
That the play is the tragedy, “Man”,
And its hero the Conqueror Worm.

  • “The Conqueror Worm” (1843), st. 5.

By a route obscure and lonely,
Haunted by ill angels only,
Where an Eidolon, named NIGHT,
On a black throne reigns upright,
I have reached these lands but newly
From an ultimate dim Thule —
From a wild weird clime that lieth, sublime,
Out of SPACE — out of TIME.

  • “Dreamland”, st. 1 (1845).

Thou wouldst be loved? — then let thy heart
From its present pathway part not!
Being everything which now thou art,
Be nothing which thou art not.
So with the world thy gentle ways,
Thy grace, thy more than beauty,
Shall be an endless theme of praise,
And love — a simple duty.

  • “To Frances S. Osgood” (1845).

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The Lovers’ Chronicle 6 October – imagine – Jacopo Peri’s Euridice – birth of Jenny Lind – photographs by Frank Sutcliffe

Dear Zazie,  Here is today’s Lovers’ Chronicle from Mac Tag dedicated to his muse.  Follow us on twitter @cowboycoleridge.  Who did you see today?  Did you see the one?  Rhett

The Lovers’ Chronicle

Dear Muse,

dream on…

yesterday,
after breakfast
was intense
wanted to stay that way
to fall asleep entangled
with you, fully sated
no longer imaginin’,
actually livin’
what has only been
written about here
another other
way to be
pullin’ us in
so welcome
to this vision
comin’ alive
glad we are here
shall we saddle up
and enjoy the ride

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as in every pretty face
mere reflections of you

always stop to notice
in every shape and form
the images that seize

content to follow
this imagination
wherever it may lead

try to imagine
another other
way to be
but temptation
no longer pulls
as it did

so welcome
to this vision
glad you are here
saddle up
and enjoy the ride

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“Time may get longer
or shorter—such is time.
Always inconsistent,
but imagine
hope getting closer.”

imagine,
oh i imagine…
your eyes, your smile
and your hands
i so enjoyed
sketchin’ your hands
hands that quelled
my waywardness

imagine…
the passion sown
the crescendos reaped

imagine you say

it is all i do

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Saw Her Today

He saw her today
But she was not near
Yet, he saw her

He saw her everywhere

Every pretty face
A reflection of her
Every beautiful woman
A mere reflection of her

He always stopped to notice
Beauty in all it’s shapes and forms
Whether a beautiful woman,
A painting, an aria,
A rose, a sonnet
Or the stars at night;
He stopped to wonder
At the beauty before him

Admirin’ whatever form
Beauty took to seize and grip
His attention, he would smile,

For his mind would grasp the beauty
And his thoughts would turn to her
The various images
Of her that he cherished
Would dance through his mind

Then his thoughts would turn to the hope
That he held in his heart
That kept him goin’
That he would see her again

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The Song of the Day is “Saw Her Today” by The Stairs.

Euridice painting by Pólya Tibor

Euridice painting by Pólya Tibor

On this day in 1600 – Jacopo Peri’s Euridice receives its première performance in Florence, signifying the beginning of the Baroque period.  Euridice (also Erudice or Eurydice) is an opera with additional music by Giulio Caccini.  It is the earliest surviving opera, Peri’s earlier Dafne being lost.  (Caccini wrote his own “Euridice” even as he supplied music to Peri’s opera, published this version before Peri’s was performed, in 1600, and got it staged two years later.)  The libretto by Ottavio Rinuccini is based on books X and XI of Ovid’s Metamorphoses which recount the story of the legendary musician Orpheus and his wife Euridice.  The opera was first performed at the Palazzo Pitti with Peri himself singing the role of Orfeo.  Peri’s Euridice tells the story of the musician Orpheus and Euridice from Greek Mythology.  According to myth, Orpheus was a great musician who journeyed to the underworld to plead with the gods to revive his wife Euridice after she had been fatally injured.

 

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jennylindMagnus_Jenny_LindToday is the birthday of Jenny Lind (Johanna Maria Lind; Stockholm, 6 October 1820 – 2 November 1887 Wynd’s Point, Herefordshire); opera singer, often called the “Swedish Nightingale”. One of the most highly regarded singers of the 19th century, she performed in soprano roles in opera in Sweden and across Europe, and undertook a popular concert tour of the United States beginning in 1850. She was a member of the Royal Swedish Academy of Music from 1840.

Lind became famous after her performance in Der Freischütz in Sweden in 1838. Within a few years, she had suffered vocal damage, but the singing teacher Manuel García saved her voice. She was in great demand in opera roles throughout Sweden and northern Europe during the 1840s, and was closely associated with Felix Mendelssohn. After two acclaimed seasons in London, she announced her retirement from opera at the age of 29.

In 1850, Lind went to America at the invitation of the showman P. T. Barnum. She gave 93 large-scale concerts for him and then continued to tour under her own management. She earned more than $350,000 from these concerts, donating the proceeds to charities, principally the endowment of free schools in Sweden. With her new husband, Otto Goldschmidt, she returned to Europe in 1852, where she had three children and gave occasional concerts over the next two decades, settling in England in 1855. From 1882, for some years, she was a professor of singing at the Royal College of Music in London.

Francis_Meadow_SutcliffeAnd today is the birthday of Frank Sutcliffe (Francis Meadow Sutcliffe; 6 October 1853 Headingley, Leeds, England – 31 May 1941 Sleights, North Yorkshire, England); pioneering photographic artist whose work presented an enduring record of life in the seaside town of Whitby, England, and surrounding areas, in the late Victorian era and early 20th century. His documentation of the Victorian and Edwardian periods in Whitby, led him to be labelled as the “pictorial Boswell of Whitby.

He married Eliza Weatherill Duck, the daughter of a local bootmaker, on 1 January 1875 and had a son and three daughters at his home in Sleights. He was buried in Aislaby churchyard.

Gallery

Portrait of Polly Swallow, c. 1889

Portrait of Polly Swallow, c. 1889

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